Isabella It was a long and quiet evening. Travis and Jacob were to leave tomorrow since it was already late. They were to leave with Benjamin. He didn't like the idea of us getting separated again, but I had no choice. I also hated the idea of leaving him, but I cannot let him stay either. I have no idea what my time in the Wells pack will look like, and I also didn't know how long it would take until Derek was whole again. But I cannot bear to see Benjamin suffer because of it. He can't find out the true condition of his father. I am scared that it will break him. Even before going to bed, I noticed how sober he was. He ate only a little, and would barely talk to me after learning what I intended to do. “Mom, don't do it. I want to stay.” he had asked several times, but I couldn't gr

