While I was putting on my jeans I couldn't help but notice my mirror ,i never usually look at it and it was for exactly this reason...
I saw the scars on my thighs,they of course we're old ones ,most of them faded and it's sad to say I remember the moment I received each and every one of them.
I don't know how to feel about them ,I feel somewhat comforted that there aren't any new ones but at the same time really disgusted.
But it's not only of the scars it's more of just all of me ,I look myself in the mirror;it's horrible I look fat,ugly,hideous, worthl---
I quickly shake my head and stop this nonsense ,I must ignore the horrible voice in my head ,I need to ignore myself.
I suddenly heard a soft knock on the door.
"Come on Hazel,your gonna be late"
I quickly got myself together and grab my headphone and my iPod and head out ,I just hope today's goes by fast,I quickly kissed my mom on the cheek and headed out.
I am so glad I got my car back, I got in and just sat there admiring my own beautiful car.
I looked at the time and groaned "well...time to be off"
While I was driving I put on the radio and one of my favorite songs came on which was Thunder by Imagine Dragons;I started singing the song when suddenly saw a a huge blob of darkness with fur jump right in front of my car.
As soon as I saw it I put my foot flat on the brakes that caused the tires to make an ungodly screech .
I quickly examined it debasing if this thing was a small black hole or a demon but what I cached on was that it was neither of those things but something unexpected.
A Big Black wolf.
When the car stopped the wolf looked straight at me ....and my car.
I know I was supposed to be scared but something caught me off guard the wolfs eyes ,they were the darkest of green;they were so mesmerizing.
I quickly snapped out of it when I noticed it was starting to step closer to my car ,like it was stalking and prey ready to pounce.
I needed to get out of this situation alive and never look back otherwise this big ass dog might as well call me its dinner , so I slowly put my car in reverse but that didn't come unoticed to the wolf because it starts getting in the way do I can't turn around.
Soon I became annoyed by this assholes action so I pushed my car horn and started moving forward trying to use this tactic to scare him or at least make him deaf.
It seemed to be pissing him off so I kept on doing it until he growled and ran off into the woods.
I quickly thanked my loud ass horn for doing the job but now realizing I had to really go to school.
"God damnit!"I yelled.
As I was pulling up to the parking lot I saw that another car was parked in my spot,another mother f*****g car and it doesn't even look like a car,it was just a big piece of rusty metal.
I huffed and quickly parked somewhere else,Wich sucked cause the only stop that was available was one across the street.
I slammed my door and made my way inside the school with everyone staring.
Everyone never messes with me or parking spot since they all think I'm bad new just because of my attitude and my appearance.
But there is only one person who could have done this and I pray it's not Dalia.
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Dalila is a new girl or at least was a new girl before i left to the hospital.
The moment she stepped in this school she's had control around here all control except one, Mine. And that annoys the s**t out of her.
The reason everyone had not bothered me is because they know that I want to be left alone no matter what but Dalila still tries to mess with me,that annoying little b-.
I stop myself before I star having a mental argument with myself.
As I was walking through the halls trying to find her I accidently ran into someone which made me fall on the floor .
I suddenly heard a growl "What the hell?!,Watch were your going!!".he yelled
And with me being pushed by this person, falling on my ass like a f*****g i***t I did what I thought was appropriate when someone yells at me ,And I kicked them in the balls.
I hear them groaning while bending over,I finally got up and looked up to see who I kicked.
And to my surprise It was a guy I never seen before
I was soon debating whether to stand tall or apologize.
Fuck it! I need to stand my ground.
I glared at him " The next time you yell at me your going to get more than a kick."making sure I was not showing any submission.
When I was about to walk off he grabbed me by the arm and pulled me to him ,This f*****g asshole dared to f*****g touch me.
With my quick reflex I flipped him to where he is now on the floor laughing on his back "Stand down before I make you regret ever touching me!" I yelled .
I know I might be going a little too hard on him but I don't like to be touched especially the way he grabbed me.
He groaned and soon opened his eyes that were a light green ,he was pretty attractive if I can say that at least,but when he looked at me, that look he gave me is what made me feel something. At first he looked pissed then the look of surprised covered him then soon his eyes became soft.
I must be seeing things ,and the weird thing was that I couldn't speak,I was caught off guard.
I was staring at him and he was staring at me,it was like I can't move.
"Ms. Hazel! "A voice yelled out ,I turned around and saw the Vice Principal coming my way, I didn't want to get in trouble so I ran to my class .
But while I was running I heard the new guy speak out "Hey Wait"but what I couldn't hear was him growling ....Mine...
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After class I saw Dalila with her squad laughing and gossiping like usual, while me walking up to them preparing myself to not get angry at least not at school.
"Hey Dalila" ,I said grinning.
She turned to me with her fake smile "oh well, well look who it is my least favorite slut in the world" she laughed ,
I smirked "well at least I'm on the list",I played back knowing it will piss her off
She rolled her eyes "what the hell do you want?" She snarled,I glared at her " did you park in my spot?" I took a step forward wanting her to know that even if I'm shorter then her I will pull her ass to my level.
She smiled," maybe I did, maybe I didn't. " She giggled to her group.
I growled "well move your ass and put it somewhere else", At that point there was a moment of silence.
She looked at me and bent down and said "Or what? "
This b***h is about to die.