Lusia 8 years later. Two weeks after my eighteenth birthday, I experienced one of the most intense pains I’ve ever felt. It hurt so much specifically in places I couldn’t tell anyone. I was excited on my birthday because I hoped that I would find my mate. But there was nobody to claim me. I felt that it was going to take some time before I found my mate, but it looked increasingly unlikely that my mate would be in a place like this. A place where everybody hated me for something I was innocent of. The pain first started three days ago, and I was scared that it was something fatal. I told the pack’s doctor about it and she told me that I was experiencing heat. The reason it hurt so much was because I had no wolf and no mate. I could batting control my urges and tried my best to be indo

