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I slightly move from my sleeping position when my hips felt painful and I felt heavy inside like I'm too full and it hurts. I remember yesterday som...
My memories kicking in and I immediately sit up and found myself naked with a huge sleeping jaguar trapping me against his arms.
Frightened, I crawled my way out of the bed landing into the floor ignoring the sore pain I'm feeling in the lower part of my body. 'd-did w-we? D-did something happened b-between us?' I asked myself terrified, I can't remember anything from the moment my cat took over. But explaining how my hip hurts a-and m-my a-asshole is sore! M-Maybe? We d-did it!
I tried standing up and I've regretted it immediately, my body shivers at the thick white liquid substance coming out of my asshole. 'w-we really did have a-anal s-s*x!' My tears start to fall down at the thought of me having s*x with my kidnapper, a weird and a psychopath stranger, a male to top it. I mean it's not that I have someone I love but that was my first even if it's with a male or a female I still want to remember it. 'am I weird to think that? '
I spotted my boxers at the edge of the bed, I immediately took and wore it ignoring how the sticky substance made me feel uncomfortable. I felt myself blush at the sight of his king-sized bed since I can't picture it anymore from the first time I saw it. The pillows were torn apart spreading the feathers and pieces of cotton all over the place. The mattress was torn and ripped as well as the sheets and blankets. I felt the blood rushed into my head thinking we did this to the room while having s*x.
I slowly walked around looking for my clothes when a naked man drags me into the edge of the bed. He sat on the edge of the bed and wrapped his arm around my waist. I felt my hair stood up because of that.
" Where are you going? " his voice is hoarse and sexy. He stared into my eyes and I felt my mind going crazy. My heart sudden beats louder at the sight of the man. 'What is this? Why am I feeling this? Was it because we just shared an intimate activity together? I don't feel this way towards him yesterday!'
" l-let me g-go " I pushed the man hoping that he'd let me go but obviously he didn't.
" No! Look honestly, I don't remember the majority of what had happened between us yesterday but my cat is telling me not to let you go, but even if he didn't I'm still not letting you go. " He doesn't remember? How dare he said that when he's the one thrusting his d**k in my cherry ' Gosh! I felt my self blush of that thought. '
I showed him my angry expression which I rarely use. " Y-You don't remember?? Let me go you y-you man-w***e! " I scratch his jaw and I saw blood coming out if it. It got me scared because I've never done this before. Why am I being so violent?
" It's okay! It doesn't really hurt. " He assured seeing how frightened I was after scratching him. I got a full view of his body and I saw a lot of scratches on his hands, shoulder, and thighs, maybe also on his back. My eyes started to water as I caress the scratches that have dry blood in it. I'm positive I was the one who did it to him.
" I-I'm sorry! " I don't know why I'm so emotional. I'm not really an emotional person but looking at him made my heart ache.
" Shhhh, it's okay Kitten! It's not your fault, I was the one teasing you, I deserve it. " his voice was soft as he tried to calm me.
" Kis... " I told him my name since Kitten is really...
" hmmm? " I faced him but I was suddenly stunned when I felt his lips into mine, it stopped my tears, his lips were soft and his tongue demanded entrance. He's really a good kisser and I felt myself giving in. I opened my mouth permitting him to explore it thoroughly. I felt my body shiver at his tongues movements. My tongue and his were dancing together until his lips left mine. He left me with heavy breaths, I can't understand myself! For the first time, I felt like wanted him in my life. I feel like I needed him.
Our lips were inches apart, I think he's giving me time to breathe while he, giving me small kisses.
" Wait! Uhmm... I-I mean my name is Kis, not uhmmm " I bit my lower lip as I blushed up to my ears. My God, did he thought I was asking for a kiss?
" Ohh! " he said, finally, he understood. I am so embarrassed right now! How can I give in to him? He's a man for god's sake, he also kidnapped me, he's weird, a psycho and I don't even know his name.
I felt myself blushing again at the thought of me giving my virginity to a stranger. I felt his arms loosening around my waist and finally releasing me from his hold. I felt somehow upset because of it but I can't show him that.
" uhhh, how about we uhmm take a quick shower? " he offered. This is so awkward, I never should have said that what I meant was my name.
" Y-you go first! " I quickly respond, maybe because he was also embarrassed he agreed and now I'm all alone in this messy room.
God, I can't think straight! Did I really want him? His a Male! And I haven't experience liking a guy before and also girls but I didn't feel disgusted with what just happened to us so maybe I am gay? I just didn't realize it until now? Wait! No, no, I'm not gay, I'm not really attracted to guys, only to him. (wait! did I just said that?)
A few minutes he has gone to shower. I have thought a lot of things; like this is wrong and this has got to stop. We don't know each other and he kidnapped me. I have to escape, it's a common-sense to escape. This is not me. I'm a lazy cat that likes to read, sleep, and laze all day, not to cuddle, kiss, and have s*x with some stranger.
After finally regaining myself back. I have come up with a decision of forgetting all that had happened, yesterday and today.
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To be continued. . .
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