* * * In three days Tyler and I are going to get married. Amazingly the preparation went smoothly with our mothers organizing it for us. Tyler and I only have to choose what we like and go to places to fit the clothes or taste the food and practice the vows. And even though we're like a married couple already, I'm still feeling so nervous that my heart's going to explode. At the same time, my due date is also about to come that's also making me so nervous to the point of waking up Tyler in the middle of the night just to ask him to comfort me. I always worry whether my labor would go smoothly or not and get our baby in trouble. I'm fear and doubt I'll be able to do the delivery process correctly and if I did, will I be a good Mom or Dad. All of this anxiety kept bothering my mind plus a

