Luiza
It’s awful to keep dwelling on something you truly want to do but are too scared to attempt. I longed to run out of my room and back into Felipe’s arms, yet I felt paralyzed, uncertain of what was holding me back. I love him—I know I do—but something stops me from being upfront.
With everything happening regarding his ascension to leadership of the hill, my insecurities have intensified. I can’t bear the thought of seeing Felipe dead before my eyes; I don’t want that future for him. But what can I do? He’s already made his choice, and I know nothing and no one will change his mind.
Despite knowing I couldn’t, I decided to push those thoughts aside. I needed to focus on myself and my mental well-being, which hasn’t been easy lately.
I concentrated on the party happening tonight. T
