I think Chiara is right, if I really want to know the truth, then I have no choice but to do what she has told me to do! But I am scared to be busted! My palms are sweating now! I can’t even look in Vladimir’s direction! I tried so hard not to look in his direction. And I think he noticed that I am avoiding eye contact maybe that's the reason why he even tried to call me for a recitation and I hesitantly answered him. Good thing I am listening to his lecture, even when I am not looking in front, even when my heart is beating fast and I am so anxious! His two hours class feels like forever! And when the bell rang, my heart started to beat wildly. "Chiara..." “Go, you can do it. I will wait for you outside!” Chiara whispered to me before she left me. Everyone started to get up an

