Tobias
It had been a full week and Lathaniel and I hadn't spoken still. I wonder what he was doing, hopefully he wasn't crying or killing things but I'd rather have that than him being cooped up in that f*****g study of his pulling hairs out of his head over Fabian.
Throughout the week I'd had a handful of close calls. I almost cut myself after six years of being clean and I almost had several panic attacks that I was able to boil down to anxiety attacks through my medication.
The entire week I was experiencing my depressive episode. I didn't really apply myself at work, I had low energy, I slept for the greater part of my days, I cried through the night and I didn't eat much.
Sasha knew what was going on but he didn't say anything but I knew he was watching and checking up on me every
