Baby daddy

4:bad mom

Bukky's POV

if you still love me the way you said you do then you wouldn't stop me from leaving" I said looking aside as I had Zahra in my arms.. I could hear him scratching his hair out of nervousness hence I exhaled

"Bukky... Don't do that at least let me explain myself.." I rolled my eyes walking away when he pulled me back to him causing me to stare in his gorgeous eyes and I swallowed hard

Time stopped as I looked at him and his soft expression. How could a huge man possibly have such a big heart? I might as well call him a big softie

Flashback

"where are you hurting baby??"he asked and I looked at him and smiled softly as I couldn't even manage to smile wide enough due to the pain I was in

" my heart" a tear dropped ad I said it... It was more like a whisper and I winced when he hugged me

"it'll be fine princess I'll find out who exactly did this to you" he said and I quickly hugged him back sobbing

He was always there for me and gave me all the love I ever desired

I'll never leave you alone..

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No matter what happened now he was still the same jerk he'd always been when he cheated and that wasn't going to change over night.. Or after some stupid flashback

I started walking and this time he sighed defeated "if you ever need anything... Just call me" he said and as I was leaving the mansion heading to my small apartment Zahra had started crying non stop for him

I don't know why Zahra got attached to Dario that quickly

I got home and sighed this was so impossible to figure out... I had no food and no diapers for the baby... Forget that I had a crying baby at hand

I started comforting her and I quickly shoved my boob inside her mouth and she started sucking while whining and I left her to play on the bed..

I had a single room with a bathroom so I had to make everything fit.. That's why when I get paid I'll move and find a better place to stay

I sat down on the corner bringing my knees up to my chest and started crying as I felt emotionally and physically exhausted and I just couldn't handle it anymore...

Was I a bad mom to Zahra?

Did I make a wrong decision taking her away from Dario when she literally wanted him?

I'm I in the way of her happiness??

I'm I the only one who's blocking happiness from entering her life?

I started sobbing and they got louder and painful each and every sob a dagger in my chest

I didn't even see Zahra getting off the bed as she came and wrapped her small frame around my leg

"don't cry" her baby voice was so adorable I melted as I hugged her so tightly I know she was a child but I loved her more than anything in this world

I smiled wiping my tears standing up.. Let's make a plan and do what's good for the baby

Even if it means letting my ego down and calling Dario... The baby wants him badly and she loves him so...

"I love you baby" I said and she wrapped her small arms around me

"mama... Lwooveee"she giggled and I stood up carrying her with me

" I'm so sorry baby"i said as i took her up in my arms and walked with her out of our small house

We should sort out everything with her school teachers

I was now at Zahra's nursery because now I realised I used up all the savings that I withheld and obtained throughout high-school and I just wanted to let her know that I'm going to withdraw her admission

"thanks so much for being with us the past few years we appreciate it" Mrs Jacob's said and I smiled softly as I walked out of the nursery

Ofcourse I wasn't going to disclose my current financial situation but I did make up an excuse

Getting to the doorstep I frowned seeing a package in my name.. That was so weird.. It was a huge box that I barely managed to get through the door but once I did I opened it and smiled widely

A small little drone toy came out of it first and I smiled widely as I left it to fly on the ceiling... Where the remote control is... Who knew??

I smiled widely as the first thing inside was Zahra's nappies in a huge paper

I left it on the table and I was so overjoyed swing the next thing was a giant teddy bear

"awwnn look baby it's so cute...sorry but mama will take this little girl.. If your daddy was here I could have had to cuddle him instead but now... " I sighed as Zahra started giggling one way drool coming down her lips