His Innocent wife

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The little silver box fell from Damien's hand when he found his photographs along with the Dairy in the box. His legs start getting wobbling, his eyes got filled with salty water, he is feeling so suffocated, he felt like someone pierced thousands of nails in his body. 

His knees gave up and he also fall on his knees. he looks at his pictures because all the pictures she cut it from magazines then he looks at the letter. 

His hands are trembling pretty badly while opening the dairy but he wants to know, what his photographs are doing in this box. 

The love of my life, 

I don't know from where I started, I was too young when I first time saw you (Damien started burning in rage, he thought his wife wrote this dairy for her lover boy) 

You helped me to save the life of my small canine. You have no idea how important that pup was for me, it was the last gift of my mother. 

(The dairy fell from Damien's hand and tears started rolling out of his eyes. His wife was in love with him, it was him who helped her to save her dog's life and he is the same man who killed that innocent dog in front of her eyes very brutally... No, he has no guts to read further, he loathes himself for hurting his wife too long. He loathes himself for making her life worst than hell...

After five minutes, Damien gathered the courage and picked his wife's Dairy once again but from inside his heart is bleeding so painfully In guilt ) 

I remember how badly I was crying in your arms and you were comforting me like a mother, I can never get that image of you out of my mind. Shame! That beautiful memory made me crazy about you. In the hospital, I was very messed up and only my little puppy was running through my mind but when I reached my mansion, you were the one who was spinning in my head.

(A small smile appeared on Damien's face and more guilty tears rolled out of his eyes, Damien thought that he was the only one who was obsessed with his girl but he had no idea that his girl was also obsessed with him. That day is still fresh in his mind when he saw his wife for the first time crying on the road, her injured dog was lying in her lap. That image made Damien crazy for her but he controlled his desire for that girl because he knew that girl is too young and he is too old for her) 

After that incident, I search about you and soon I found out that you are the richest man in Asia, I knew I could never get you, and there were two reasons

1st: you are 12 years older than me and 2nd reason was your my plain, boring nature. I know you will never be interested in a simple plain girl like me.

The next time I saw you when I was at my school, that day was the happiest day of my life, I wish I had words to describe my happiness. My God only knows how I felt when you were standing so close to me and putting my medal around my neck. Shame! I had planned my whole life together at that moment, I know you will never read my diary, so I am writing my biggest secret in it.

When you put the medal around my neck, I planned the names of my children.

(Damein closes the diary and bites his lip so hard that he can feel the taste of copper in his mouth, but the bleeding lip doesn't affect him at all. He has committed a lot of sins in the past. He had destroyed his beautiful doll who was madly in love with him, he punished her for someone else's sins. He wants to feel more pain so he can numb his aching heart, his burning soul, and his painful life. Leo got up on his feet and move towards the wall, where he can see the blood of his wife. He touched that wall and his innocent wife's image appeared in his mind. He closed his eyes and hit the wall at the same place where his wife's dry blood is stuck on the wall...

Damein's hands started bleeding badly but that pain isn't enough to make him forget his sins, his wife crying and begging image is still clear in his mind. It is not easy for him to forget his sins, he cannot forget what he has done to his innocent wife. Now, this life is a burden for him and Damein can no longer bear this burden. 

He wants to give up on his life, this is the punishment of his sins, he deserves this... Leo opened his eyes which are looking so red...

Pain...

Guilt... 

Hurt...

Loneliness... Every emotion is simply visible in his eyes. Damein looked around and he found the knife on the table, that is the same knife by which he used to scare his wife, this is the same knife by which he used to hurt her and this is the same knife by which he'll end his life and free himself from all his guilt. 

Damein raised his hand and put the knife on his neck but before, he do anything to hurt himself, someone pushed Damein into the wall. His head got collided with the wall and he fainted on the spot.