UNEXPECTED (COMPLETED)

GOODBYE

I videotaped myself while typing on the typewriter. I will show this to her just to prove that I'm the one who did this.

Dear Jilla,

I just want to congratulate you. You did your best, and now all your hard work has finally paid off. I know that your parents are proud of you. Thank you for letting me experience having butterflies in my stomach. Your rants are safe with me. I just want you to know that the first time you approached me was my favorite memory. Love at first sight? Maybe. I know you noticed that I act weird whenever I'm with you or talking to you. I have a crush on you, and I know it's impossible for you to fall in love with me. I don't care if you reject me, just let me admire you like a star. And if I had a chance, I would court you until you're ready. I know that you're still in the healing process. Don't worry, I'm here for you. It's not easy to move on from your situation. I promised that I wouldn't do the stupid things that your ex did to you. I like you, Jilla. I will do my best to win you and your heart.

Love,

Ariel.

After that, I thanked the manager for allowing me to use the typewriter. I'm on my way home. When I got in the car, I called Jilla.

"Hello, are you done?" I asked.

"Yes, you will pick me up?"

"Yes, to make sure that you're safe. Wait for me, okay? I'm on my way. "

I ended the call. I drove for 20 minutes. Once I was outside the gate of her friend's house, I called her again. I told her that I was waiting for her outside. After a minute, she's finally with me. I guide her. We're on our way home. Once we got there, I gave her my gifts. Also, the letter I wrote for her. After we celebrate her achievement in my house, she finally knows that I like her. She started giving me assurance. She was with me at my graduation. We're happy together, and I'm falling for her every single day. We always do dinner dates. I let her do whatever she wanted to achieve in her life. We travel together. We're doing a couple of things even though we're still friends. I show her my pure intentions. I always make an effort just to make her happy. Based on her actions, I can see that she has already moved on to her ex. But the most painful part here is the fact that she's still in love with her ex. Her ex cheated on her, but she still chose to forgive. They are in a low-key relationship. They started talking again the day I graduated. She never congratulated me that day. She's just using her phone, pretending that she's busy, but the fact is she's talking to her stupid ex. Now, we have stopped talking. She left me a message and blocked me after that.

"Hi, sorry if I hurt your feelings. It's hard for me to let him go, and I realized that I can't see him with another girl. We started talking the day you graduated. Actually, that's the day that my ex had an accident. He's having a hard time, and he wants to end his life at that time. My ex-best friend contacted me and informed me that my ex was in the hospital with 50/50 chances of survival. Of course, I told her to stay by his side no matter what happened. But the only thing that my ex-best friend told me was that I was still his safe place. I'm still the one he needs. He still needs me to have a reason to fight in life. I went to the hospital the next day. I saw him having a hard time breathing and giving up slowly. My ex-best friend and I had a small conversation. She cried in front of me, saying, "You're still the one he needs and loves. Sorry if I messed up your relationship. I'm ready to let him go and give him back to you, Jilla. I love him so much, but I need to let him go. Maybe he loves me, but that love is temporary." After a few days, my ex finally recovered. My ex-best friend and I are still together in his room. My ex saw my ex-best friend, and before he spoke, my friend spoke first. "Hi, I'm glad that you're now okay. Thank you for letting me feel loved. This will be my last message to you, and after this I will go back to my province. I am with you, but you're always looking for her. I know she's always the key to your happiness, and I also know she's always the key to your success. I won't insist on us anymore. The temporary moments we have are meant to be treasured. I'm now closing our book even though it never lasts. Continue your love story and make it a happy ending. The sunset is beautiful, aren't they? " Then my ex responded, "Good bye." Meeting you was a nice accident, but loving you wasn't a mistake, Ariel."

I don't have anything to do. It's her choice and it's for her ex's good. I hope that I met her at an early age so that she didn't experience trauma from love. I hope that her ex will treat her better now. I don't have information about them. I'm healing right now.

A year has passed. I'm happy with someone right now. I'm in a low-key but healthy relationship. I met her unexpectedly, and I didn't expect to fall in love with her. I'm treating her right, and she's doing the same. She waited for me to be ready, and that's rare. I just told her that I'm not ready to commit and asked her to please not fall in love with somebody else. We've been on the talk stage for 3 months. We date in private, but we never deny our relationship. She's the type of person that does our things like first calling whenever we have an argument and first saying sorry. She's like my dad, but the girl version. My whole family loves her and loves to bond with her.

"Hi, Love, I miss you. Are you free today? Let's date, "I asked.

Our last talk was about 15 hours ago. The last update that she sent me was that she was going to sleep because she was tired. I don't know if she has already woken up. I don't want to overthink it, but I felt something weird. I went to their house, and at first I was asking myself, "Is this their house?" There was so much light outside their house, and when I saw the tarpaulin, I knew what that meant. I saw my girlfriend's photo on that tarpaulin with a heaven background. She passed away. I walked toward their house while shaking. I saw her parents sitting beside her coffin. I can't imagine how much pain they are experiencing right now. They saw me and I hugged them.

"I thought she was just sleeping. I never knew she was going to sleep for a lifetime." I said.

"We just saw her laying in her bed, lifeless."

"She informed me that she was going to sleep because she was tired. I never thought that sleep would last forever and she's tired in life. "

I walked toward her coffin. This is one of my weaknesses. I hate seeing someone laying in a coffin. My tears started to fall while I was staring at her.

"Love, I'll see you in another life. I'm so broke right now. I'll continue our story, but this time I'm alone. Please guide us, especially your parents, who need you the most. Don't worry, love; I'll take care of them for you. Rest well, Love. I love you so much. "

After that, I sat beside her parents. We're talking about her. What do I know about her that she never told her parents about? She's a problematic person who seeks attention. I told them that their daughter needed their assistance but was too shy to express it. I became her human diary. Speaking of diaries, I remembered something that she shared with me. She made a note for us. I asked her parents for her phone, and they gave it to me. I opened her notes and read her message to me.

Boyfie,

Please read this if I ever pass away. I want to thank you for everything you did for me. We planned our future together, but sadly, we're not going to make it together. Continue achieving your dreams without me, love. You can do it! I believe in you! I love you, love. I'll see you in another life. "

While having a conversation with her parents, I saw a familiar girl. I remembered that she was the only girl who was Jilla's ex-best friend.