I ran the border every morning before the sun came up. It was the only time Stonebridge belonged to me and not the other way around no council waiting with problems, no warriors waiting for orders, just four legs and open ground and the cold bite of morning air in my lungs.
That morning, fog sat low over the fields, thick enough that I ran mostly by scent and memory instead of sight. I liked it that way. The fog made the world smaller, quieter, easier to hold.
I was three miles out from the main gate when I heard the engine.
A car, coming slow down the old access road that hadn't seen regular traffic in months. Not a supply truck. Not a patrol. Something unfamiliar.
I slowed to a walk, ears forward, waiting for the wind to shift and carry the vehicle's scent to me the way it carried everything else out here — pine, damp earth, the faint smoke of a chimney somewhere behind me.
The wind shifted.
And everything in me went still.
It hit like nothing I'd ever felt not fear, not alarm, something underneath both of those and stronger than either. Sweet and warm and achingly familiar despite the fact that I knew, with absolute certainty, I had never smelled it before in my life.
My wolf came fully awake inside me all at once, a presence I hadn't felt this alert in years, pressing hard against the inside of my skin like it wanted out immediately, wanted to run straight for that car and never stop.
Mate, it said, and the word landed in my chest like a blow.
I hadn't let myself think that word in four years. I'd built my entire life around never having to think it again.
I forced myself to stay still, forced my paws to stop moving toward the sound of the engine even as every instinct in my body screamed to close the distance. Whatever whoever was in that car, I needed information before I let myself feel anything else.
The car came into view through the fog, moving slow and careful along the access road, exactly toward my southern gate.
I turned and ran.
Not toward the vehicle away from it, back toward the gate, back toward my own guards and my own authority, because showing up as a wolf, mid-transformation, driven half out of my mind by a scent I didn't understand yet, was not how an Alpha handled an unknown arrival at his border.
I shifted back to human form behind the treeline, breathing hard, hands braced on my knees. My wolf paced furiously inside me, unwilling to let this go, unwilling to accept that I was walking toward my own study instead of that car.
Not yet, I told it. We don't even know who they are.
It didn't care. It never cared about reason when it came to something it wanted.
I pulled my jacket on over bare skin still damp from the shift and started walking fast toward the gate, my mind racing through every possibility. A second-chance mate, after everything with Selene, wasn't supposed to exist for wolves like me broken, closed off, unwilling to trust anyone with that kind of power over me again.
And yet.
By the time I reached the gate, Marcus was already there, a runner beside him relaying the report a family, Ashwood exiles, asking for shelter.
I made myself nod along, made myself sound calm as I gave the order to bring them in, all while my wolf howled inside me that whoever was in that car was already close enough to smell again, and getting closer with every second I stood there pretending I wasn't unraveling.