How to be an Omega

Chapter 4

We are in a room, but I can't stand on my own. I feel dizzy. The man seems to be busy talking with someone over the phone. Mukhang iiwan naman na niya ko rito. Ayos lang, sa'min naman ang masyon, 'wag lang sana ako mamatay mag-isa dahil sisisihin siya. Kami ang huling magkasama.

"Yes, thank you. I apologize for the sudden change of schedule. I'll email your secretary within this day."

I was laying flat to the bed, eyes closed, but my mind is still awake. His voice is nice, nakakainggit. Ang lalim at may dating na siguradong nakakapag-bigay kaba sa mga Omega.

I told the man to undress me earlier because it's hot, sinunod niya naman pero dinamay niya ang pantalon ko! Now I'm left with my boxers. With the aircon this high, I am good as a frozen meat tomorrow morning.

Narinig ko ang pinto na bumukas-sara, matapos ay ang matinding lamig at katahimikan.

Sana ni-lock niya man lang ang pinto.

Umingit ako nang sinubukan kong bumangon pero lalo lang sumayaw ang paningin ko.

"Bwisit." Hanggang kailan ba ang epekto non? Hindi talaga dapat ako nagpakasiguro. Damien is known for being playful and ass, but I can't believe he attempted to do that to me in my own territory.

Biglang bumukas ang pinto at pumasok ang lalaki kanina.

"What are you doing? humiga ka lang," mariin niyang sabi. Inutusan pa ako. Sino ba siya?

Sinubukan ko ulit tumayo pero hindi talaga kaya ng katawan ko, I ended up laying down the bed again. What is happening to me.

Narinig ko ang marahas niyang buntonghininga. "You're in heat, at least be quiet, stay in place, and try to suppress your sweet pheromones," sabi niya.

Bigla akong nagkalakas at tumawa, pang-ilan na ba siya? nakaka-insulto lang talaga. Hindi ba sila marunong makiramdam?

Dinilat ko ang mga mata ko at natanaw ko ang isang greek god na nakatayo sa pinto. Oo, ganon siya ka-gwapo. Matikas ang tindig at matalas ang panga. Makapal ang kilay, malalim ang mga mata, it's like God took his time creating him.

"Why are you laughing?" tanong niya at dahan-dahan lumapit sa'kin.

"You think your pheromones are a joke? it's sweet and inviting. You have no idea what you're getting yourself into," masungit na naman niyang sabi at lalo pang inilapit ang sarili sa'kin. He's now standing beside the bed, trying to intimidate me, I guess?

Muli kong iminulat ang mata ko at ngumisi sa gwapo niyang mukha. Sana all.

"Stop with your pheromones nonsense talks, I don't have it. Nahihibang ka na ba? Hindi matamis ang pabango ko," pagpilit ko. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ko pa kailangan patunayan ang sarili ko sa lalaking 'to. Wala akong pakielam kung Alpha siya, hindi niya ako masisindak.

"Then what is this lavender scent I'm smelling? nanggagaling sa'yo," pangungulit niya, dinuro pa ako.

"Alam mo, kung gumagawa ka lang ng kwento para hanapan ako ng dumi, tigilan mo na. You'll get nothing from the black sheep Beta of the family."

Natahimik siya, bakas sa mukha ang gulat at pagtataka. I closed my eyes again and pretends to be resting. My head is still killing me, I felt the need to touch my itchy balls but there's no way I'll do that in front of this Alpha.

"Touch yourself."

"What?"

Napadilat ako at sinamaan siya ng tingin pero sa halip na makuha ang reaksyon niya ay nahuli ko siya na ang tingin ay wala sa mukha ko kundi sa boxers ko.

"What the f*ck?"

"You're aroused, itatanggi mo pa ba? I know you can smell my pheromones too. I've been suppressing it but you are triggering me," madiin niyang sabi.

Marahas akong bumangon. "Are you stupid? kakasabi ko lang, I'm a Beta! Kailan pa naging in heat ang kagaya ko?" sarkastiko kong sabi. I keep being reminded that I do not have the traits of an Alpha or an Omega whenever people mistook me for one.

Biglang nag-iba ang kulay ng mata niya, like Damien, his eyes glistened. Seryoso siyang nakipag-sukatan ng tingin, I told myself I won't fall down but my knees grew weak. I ended up sitting on the bed.

"Wala akong dapat patunayan sa'yo, umalis ka na." Muli akong humiga sa kama. Aalis na lang 'yan kapag nakaramdam ng hiya. Nakakatawa. I breathe the air he keeps telling me na mayroong pheromones. I can't smell anything but my manly perfume. Why did I even try? I must be nuts.

"What---"

"I'll still help you," sabi niya at marahas na hinatak pababa ang boxers ko. I was left with nothing but my nakedness!

Napakagat ako ng labi nang mismong mga mata ko na ang nakakita kung gaano ka-handa ang pagkal*laki ko.

Tinakpan ko ang mukha ko gamit ang kamay, nahihiya akong may Alpha na nakakita ng kahubdan ko.

"See? I didn't even touch you yet but you are releasing this much liquid," nakangisi niyang sabi. He looks satisfied with my body's reaction, habang ako ay naiinis sa kakaibang nararamdaman.

"I know it must be the drug," sabi niya at dahan dahan nang tinaas-baba ang kamay niya.

"F*ck," pigil kong ungol.

"You can moan."

"Shut up and move faster," naiiritang utos ko.

Natatawa niyang sinunod ang sinabi ko. I want to punch myself for reacting this way, his hand is f*cking rough enough to make me feel good, he tightens his grip from time to time making me lose my mind.

"F-Faster, Ugh!"

"Patience," bulong niya, naramdaman ko pa ang init ng hininga niya. It smells like mint.

Napadilat ako at natagpuan ang mukha niya just an inch away from mine. Muling kumislap ang mata niya at nagsimulang bagalan ang pag-kilos ng kamay niya.

Kunot-noo kong sinalubong ang titig niya, I'm so near yet he's testing my patience.

"Bilisan m---hmp!"

Sinunggaban niya ang labi ko at muling binilisan ang pagtaas-baba ng palad niya. Hindi ko mapigilang makagat ang labi niya dahil sa sarap, he groaned because of it but I doubt he's mad about it.

Lalo lang naging mainit ang mga halik niya, lalong nagliyab ang nararamdaman ko nang abutin niya ang ut*ng ko at paglaruan iyon. Hindi ko na alam kung saan ibabaling ang ulo ko, bawat galaw niya ay binibigyan ako ng pakiramdam na ngayon ko lang naranasan.

Naghahabol ako ng hininga nang marating ko ang sukdulan. Nawala ang init na nararamdaman, humupa ang lib*g. What the h*ll have you done, Neil? This is so low of you.

Tinakpan kong muli ang mukha ko, ramdam ko pa ang basa sa tiyan ko hanggang dibdib. I just did went off using an Alpha's hand.

"That was hot, I didn't know a Beta could be this hot, but I can't deny it, you're indeed a Beta."

Insulto.

Hinatak ko pataas ang boxers ko na parang walang nangyari. I saw my suit well-folded on top of the side table. Tumayo ako at nagtungo ron. Dahan-dahan sinuot ang bawat piraso ng puting suit. Ramdam ko na pinapanuod niya ang bawat kilos ko, hindi ko siya kilala kaya siguro hindi ako nahihiya. Wala naman siyang mapapala sa'kin.

"Bagay sa'yo, it compliments your hair, your blue eyes, and your small figure." I don't know if that was a compliment, it didn't sound like one.

"Umalis ka na kung tapos ka na. I'm sure my family already dealt with the situation, you can go now and have some fun with an actual Omega."

Hindi siya kumibo, I thought he'll leave but he just stood there, still watching me. I hope I didn't sound bitter, gusto ko lang na umalis na siya.

I look down only to see his bulging pants.

Uminit ang mukha ko, what is he an animal? I'm a Beta!

"What? do you want me to help you with that?"

"Will you? I bet you never tried to be the bottom," nakangisi niyang asar

Nanlaki ang mata ko, that's not what I meant!