After my whole ordeal with Principal Vaughn, I drove to Sakura’s house. And when I didn’t spot her car in the driveway, I raced all around Redwood to find her. I really needed to talk to her. What she had heard … it wasn’t the truth. I didn’t want to f**k another girl. I wanted her, and I needed to protect her from this s*x ring. She had heard it all wrong. But I didn’t blame her. If I had heard her say what I had said, I would have thought the same exact f*****g thing. I would have thought that she wanted to f**k somebody else, that I wasn’t good enough. And I needed to find a way to make it up to her. But after driving for an hour and not spotting her car anywhere, I drove to the hospital to check on Gunther. I knew it was stupid, especially if I couldn’t make it up to Sakura and exp

