Chapter Two- A Cup Of Reality

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A week had passed since that night. I still couldn’t decide whether to replay it in my head or pretend it never happened. But I had promised myself I wouldn’t lose my mind entirely—not yet. Not until I talked to someone who wouldn’t gaslight me or tell me to “settle down” like all the adults in my life loved to do. I slid into the familiar corner of the little café I’d picked. Warm lights, soft jazz, and the faint smell of roasted coffee beans—it felt like a tiny sanctuary. “Hannah,” I said, spotting her waving from across the table. She smiled, the kind that made it impossible to carry the tension from the night before. “Seraphina,” she said, “you look like someone who needs a strong cup of coffee and zero judgment.” I laughed softly, taking the seat across from her. Coffee arrived almost instantly, like the universe knew what I needed. I stirred mine without taking a sip, thinking of the red silk dress, the quiet composure, the ice-cold steel eyes that had followed me through every move that night. “So… spill,” Hannah said, leaning in. “What happened? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.” I exhaled, letting the words tumble out in a careful, measured rush. I told her about the dinner, the way he’d waited for me, the strange calmness with which he’d observed me. I left out nothing. Every hesitation I’d felt, every second I’d pretended to be composed. Hannah listened like she’d been waiting for this story her whole life. When I finished, she took a slow sip of her cappuccino, tapping her fingers against the ceramic cup. “And… are you actually going to marry him?” she asked finally, her eyes sharp but kind. I froze, twisting the handle of my coffee mug in my hands. “I don’t know,” I admitted. “I haven’t decided. It’s… complicated. My dad keeps pushing, telling me it’s for the best, but—” Hannah cut me off with a laugh. Not mean, just exasperated. “Seraphina, you’re overthinking everything. Look, either he’s a good man or he’s not. If he’s good, you can marry him. If he’s not, there are a million other men out there who aren’t cold and psychotic—and I’m including your dramatic dinner-date type in that count.” I smiled faintly, but the knot in my stomach didn’t loosen. “He’s… different,” I said quietly. “I can’t explain it. It’s like… everything I know about him is a lie and a truth all at once.” Hannah nodded knowingly. “Then that’s exactly why you need to pay attention. Marriage isn’t about pressure or family drama or even… some twisted notion of destiny. It’s about what feels right, Seraphina. Don’t let anyone—dad included—make that decision for you.” I stirred my coffee again, wishing it could somehow stir my courage into being. She was right, of course. But deciding was harder than any lecture or warning could prepare me for. “So,” Hannah said, leaning back, “what’s your plan? You going to wait it out, or…?” “I don’t know yet,” I admitted. “I just… I need time. And I need to figure out if I’m ready to face him again… without pretending.” Hannah smirked. “Well, I guess that means we’ll be seeing each other a lot in the coming week, huh? You might as well spill all your thoughts to me before he does something unpredictable again.” I smiled, and for the first time in days, felt a tiny spark of relief. At least here, someone understood. By the time I got home, my head was pounding like a drum someone forgot to turn off. Hannah and I had ended up wandering around the city after the café, and it was fun… until the fun faded and the migraine showed up. I barely made it past the foyer before one of the maids rushed toward me. “Miss Seraphina, your father requests you in his study.” Great. The cherry on top of my headache. I muttered under my breath and dragged myself down the hallway. I didn’t even bother knocking when I got to his study. I pushed the door open and stepped inside. “Dad, what do you need again?” He looked up at me, and I could already tell—he knew I’d gone out. His eyes dropped to my outfit and his expression soured instantly. “You went out again without saying anything? And dressed like this?” he snapped. “You’re not a teenager anymore. When will you—” I rolled my eyes. Hard. “Dad, is this why you called me here? Because if it is, please… I need to rest. I have no strength for this.” I turned, ready to walk out. “Your engagement is in a week.” Time stopped. I froze. The words didn’t register at first. They sounded distant, muffled, like he was speaking from underwater. I slowly turned back to him. “…Dad, what do you mean?” He didn’t blink. “Your engagement is set for next Friday. I want you on your best behavior until then. Do you understand?” It hit me like a slap. “Dad— I didn’t even agree,” I snapped. “When did you make that decision without my consent? And why so soon? Why do you always do this?” “It’s for your own good,” he shot back. I laughed, but there was nothing funny about it. “Was it Kazimir? Did he set the date? He agreed this fast? What the hell is happening?” My pulse was racing. The room was spinning. None of this made sense. He folded his arms. “The news will reach him soon. But before that time, I don’t want to hear about you going to a club or anything else. This is best for you, Seraphina.” Best for me. Right. I exhaled shakily and pushed a hand through my hair. My brain was screaming, but saying no wasn’t even an option—not in this house. “Fine,” I said finally. “Give me his number.” He looked confused. “His number? Why?” “We need to talk things out. Aren’t we getting married soon?” He studied my face for a moment, then reluctantly handed me Kazimir’s contact. I took it and stormed out straight to my room. I didn’t think. I just called. Across the city, he was in a meeting—cold, ruthless, terrifyingly composed. Everyone’s phone was supposed to be off. But one kept vibrating. And people were seconds away from losing their jobs. Before he could erupt, his assistant stepped forward. “Sir, it’s your call.” Everyone stared. Who even had the right to call him? He picked up, curiosity flickering for the first time all day. “Seraphina,” he said quietly. “Hello… is this Kazimir?” I asked, trying to keep my voice from shaking. “Yes.” “It’s me. My dad gave me your number. Have you heard the news yet?” Silence. His expression changed, shocking everyone in the room. “What news?” he asked. “My dad just told me our engagement is in a week. Did you… already know? Or are you playing clueless right now?” Again, silence. Then he said, calm and deadly, “This isn’t something we should discuss over the phone. We’ll talk in person.” I sighed. “Fine. Are you free tonight?” “I am.” The call ended. The air shifted in the meeting room. Then he stood up, collected his files, and said, “Let’s wrap this up. I have a date with my fiancée.” Chairs squeaked. Mouths fell open. The devil had a fiancée? Later that night, he showed up cleaner and sharper than I’d ever seen him. He even brought flowers. Flowers. From him. And there I was—already sitting at the table, chewing gum like I owned the place. He paused when he saw me, almost taken aback. Then he approached, extending the bouquet. I stared at it like it was a bomb. “…It’s not like this is a date,” I muttered. “Really?” he replied. “I wasn’t aware.” I rolled my eyes and reached into my bag. I pulled out the papers I’d been working on for the past hour. Of everything he expected, this definitely wasn’t on the list. I slid the stack across the table. “Since my dad won’t change his mind,” I said, “and neither will you… I made a contract.” A slow smile climbed onto his face. Almost a smirk. He had absolutely no idea who he was marrying, did he? --- His fingers brushed the papers, and he opened the first page like he was unwrapping some forbidden artifact. He skimmed, silent. Too silent. The kind of silence that makes your stomach twist. “…Was this really necessary?” he finally asked, eyes flicking up to me. “Yes,” I shot back immediately. “Very necessary. I’m not walking into some marriage trap without guardrails.” He hummed, almost amused, and focused again on the rules. My rules. No complaints about how I live my life. No “perfect wife” expectations—no dawn breakfasts, no domestic goddess fantasy. No caging me or restricting who I see. Freedom. Every sentence screamed it. And then the part that made him pause for half a second: Any intimacy happens on my terms, when I’m comfortable, and only then. I watched him read it. I thought he’d argue. Or laugh. Or tear it up dramatically like some villain in a telenovela. Instead, he flipped to the last page, picked up the pen, and signed. Just. Like. That. I blinked at him, caught off guard. Maybe he noticed, because he tilted his head a little, studying my reaction. Then he did something I did not expect. He bit his thumb. Hard enough to draw blood. Before I could even gasp, he pressed his bleeding thumb onto the signature line, leaving a deep red print. He slid the contract back to me. “Now you believe it.” My jaw tightened, because… seriously? Who told him being dramatic was attractive? I scoffed and shoved the papers back into my bag. “Whatever. We’re eating, right? Might as well not starve.” He almost smiled. Almost. Dinner was weirdly calm. He asked about my day, and I answered just enough to not seem rude. Small talk—awkward, uncomfortable, yet strangely… normal. When we finished and stepped outside, the air hit me like ice. Of course I wasn’t wearing anything warm. Of course. He didn’t hesitate. He took off his jacket and placed it around my shoulders. “I don’t need—” “It’s cold,” he said, tone final. I shut up. We walked to his car. He drove me home without saying much, and honestly, that was fine. Silence was better than pretending we were some lovey-dovey couple. When he parked in front of the house, I reached to return his jacket. “You can take—” The car door on his side opened. I stared. “Where are you going?” “To greet your father,” he said, like it was the most normal thing ever. “My dad? For what again?” He just shrugged lightly. “Courtesy.” I didn’t have the energy to argue, so I marched inside. My dad was already waiting for me, arms crossed, preparing a full lecture. “Where did you go this time? I told you—” Kazimir entered behind me. My dad’s entire demeanor did a 180. “Ah! I didn’t know you were with Seraphina. Why didn’t you tell me, hm?” He actually smiled. SMILED. I rolled my eyes so hard I could’ve sprained something and dumped the jacket in Kazimir’s hands before heading upstairs. Behind me, I heard my father say, “Come to my study, son. Let’s talk.” The door closed, and their voices became muffled. But my father’s tone wasn’t the usual bark. It was low, serious. He apologized for setting the engagement date without telling Kazimir first. He said he was anxious about me. That he didn’t want “stupid boys” around me again. That the last guy I brought home nearly stole something valuable from the house. Kazimir listened quietly. Then my dad’s voice cracked a bit when he mentioned my mother. How after she died, I just… shut him out. How maybe he spoiled me too much trying to make up for it. How he’d do anything to make sure I wasn’t hurt again. Kazimir didn’t interrupt. When he finally spoke, his voice was steady. Convincing. “I’ll take care of her,” he said. “She won’t be unhappy. Not with me.” The words were simple. Not romantic. Not sweet. But they carried weight. And my father believed him. Downstairs, two men sealed unspoken promises. Upstairs, I stared at the contract sticking out of my bag, wondering what exactly I had just gotten myself into. This is where the tension begins to change shape.
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