Avery It took a while for me to decide whether I should talk to Stefano or not. It took a cup of coffee, grilled cheese and three hours of sitting at Grind House. Thank goodness Jenna didn't notice how deep my thoughts were. I didn't want her to question why I was suddenly spacing out for hours. Instead, she just asked why I disappeared in the night of Sierra's wedding. I just told her I had an emergency and have to leave right away. As I waited for the elevator to open, I can't help but having second thoughts if I should talk to him or not. But Sierra was right, if I want to get this over with, I needed to talk to him. Whatever answer he may say, I just have to accept it. I don't think I'm in a state to have a relationship let alone from a man like him. I'm in the middle of redeeming my

