Mona's POV: My left hand rests on his arm and the other is still held by his hand on the bed. “I can’t do this. Never done it with anyone and I’ll never do it. Not even with you as my husband….” I’m taking another deep breath with my heart beating like demented everywhere. I avoid his burning stare as I can’t move my head anyways. It would mean to increase what I’m having with the dizziness. He’s reigned by silence, staring at me for sure, breathing his chest out, fanning my cheek, and flaming me with his body on me. It surprises him as it seems to learn I’m a virgin. Well…. To be completely honest with you guys, when I grew older, in my teens, and dad would tell me about mom and him and I started asking questions as I was now with a more mature thinking and he could give me more deta

