Respawn

Chapter 60: My Journal

"Lyka I really like you. I love you from the bottom of my heart, not the way you think. I know we've discussed it and agreed to treat each other as friends and family, but I still didn't follow through. I understand you feel deceived, and I hope you will forgive me "I stated. She gives me a hug and pats my head "I don't, and that's okay because you're still my friend! It's difficult to resist such feelings, so who am I to judge? ", she stated She is a sweet and understanding young lady. "It all started when you accidently activated a love potion. I believe it is also the reason why you are being pursued by a hacker. I'm starting to wonder if I'd still like you even if there was no potion, but I believe I'll always love you. " I said

"Thank you for keeping me safe. Thank you for ensuring the safety of my father. You're a great friend "she stated Because my body parts are already starting to fade, the potion's influence will soon be gone in my body. When I gaze at Lyka in the eyes, my heart still skips a beat. My heart didn't flutter anymore when she smiled at me. It didn't make me feel the same way it used to. The potion's influence has already worn off. The first thing that came out of my mouth was, "I didn't even say a proper good bye to Saki.". I'm not sure why I'm thinking about her. She's the one who's on my mind right now for some reason. Why am I acting this way when the love potion is already gone?

I was mistaken in thinking that once the potion's impact was gone, I would still adore Lyka. So, I was in love with Saki the whole time and didn't even realize it since I was under the effect of the love potion. Without telling her that I love her, I'll perish and vanish from this world. She will be completely unaware of my feelings for her in this realm. This should have been obvious to me. If only I told her about it last night, we could both be smiling and exchanging hugs right now. I will die with regrets, one of which is not telling her that she is the one I like. My body begins to fade away, as my ashes are carried away by the wind. In my final breath, I didn't even see Saki. "Goodbye everyone," I remarked with a final smile.

Takahashi POV

And then he begins to fade and dissipate, as if the wind is carrying his ashes. We will never forget you, and your memory will live on in our hearts and minds forever. You are our hero, and you did everything you could. Perhaps you, too, require some rest. You've already endured enough, and you've earned the right to sleep in peace for the rest of your life. Thank you for keeping us safe, brother. I swear I'll do all in my power to bring you back to this planet. I'll figure out a way to resurrect you. We'll see each other again soon, and we'll live together while raising our own families and making our children friends with each other. If you are willing to make a sacrifice for me, I am willing to make a sacrifice for you in order to bring you back to life and live.

Lyka and I began to release the arena and teleport back to the lobby. "He's gone now," Lyka said, sobbing while we were being transported. "He'll be back," I promised. He'll just take a break for the time being, but he'll be back soon, I promise. We are being teleported to the Team Sky Wars lobby's spawn point. Saki and Tori run straight towards us and grab my arms. "What happened to him? What happened to Yuu? You should bring him back here! He can't just vanish? Is he hiding from us? Yuu is attempting to play a practical joke on us. He's being a kid. What happened to him? Please let me know where he is. I'm very concerned right now, "Saki stated. Tori begins to soothe her by rubbing her back. I'm still silent, and I'm about to burst into tears.

She began to clutch my arms and burst into tears. "Why aren't you responding to my questions? Please respond because I need an answer right now. Is he still alive? He is not the type of person who is easily defeated and killed. He's still alive, and he won the fight... he just got... stabbed... but there's no way he's dead now. Kindly inform me, Takahashi. I'd like to see him, so please let me know where he is right now "She stated. How can I tell her that the man she's looking for right now is already gone? It also hurts me that he is no longer with us. My tears begin to fall as I look away from her. I can't stop crying, and it's just so sad that a man like him is no longer here. "He's no longer alive," I said.

She knelt on her knees, crying and clutching her fist. "He passed away. That man is a complete moron. He simply left without resolving our issue. He didn't even give me a proper goodbye before leaving this world. He's so self-centered! How can he treat me like this? He abandoned me after inflicting all of these emotions on me. He is a thief and a deceiver "She stated. I know how she feels, and I understand why she feels this way. We had a friendship that grew deeper and stronger over time. Lyka comforted her by touching her shoulder. "Before he died, he told me something about you," Lyka explained. Saki wipes her tears away and tries to remain calm as she listens to Yuu's words. "He is actually concerned and saddened that he did not have the opportunity to properly say goodbye to you. I suppose he has some things he wants to tell you before he dies "Lyka made a remark.

We take Saki to her mansion and decide to stay there for the night because it will be difficult for her to travel alone and cry on the road. We must also inform her mother of Yuu's death. When we arrive at their mansion, Saki is still crying and wiping her tears, and the guards become concerned, but we know she isn't in the mood to explain, so we just keep walking to their front door. Her mother is the one who greets us and gives us a warm smile, but when she notices Saki is crying uncontrollably, she becomes worried. Saki didn't say anything and just went to her room. "What happened to her? She is sobbing uncontrollably. Who harmed my daughter? "She inquired.

We take Saki to her mansion and decide to stay there for the night because it will be difficult for her to travel alone and cry on the road. We must also inform her mother of Yuu's death. When we arrive at their mansion, Saki is still crying and wiping her tears, and the guards become concerned, but we know she isn't in the mood to explain, so we just keep walking to their front door. Her mother is the one who greets us and gives us a warm smile, but when she notices Saki is crying uncontrollably, she becomes worried. Saki didn't say anything and just went to her room. "What happened to her? She is sobbing uncontrollably. Who harmed my daughter? "She inquired.

"That hacker is no longer alive," I said. "The hacker will simply respawn, and he is most likely still alive. We should take action and imprison that hacker indefinitely "She stated. I understand that we must be honest with her and tell her the truth. "Yuu assassinated him. Yuu is a hacker as well, and he sentenced the hacker to eternal death as well, which is how he protected all of us. Please do not misunderstand him. He only became a hacker to help the people he cares about. He uses his power to assist people in earning money so that they can live the lives they deserve in this world, such as having a proper home and safe food to eat "I went on to explain. To believe that it is his motivation for becoming a hacker demonstrates how much he genuinely loves everyone.

"I know he's a good man who has no intention of hurting any of you. I can sense his purity and kindness, which is why I didn't expect him to be a hacker, especially since it has been so long since a hacker has been seen in public. Let us all pray for his soul "She stated. We bow to her and show our appreciation for her wishes. We offer a prayer for Yuu's soul. I'm hoping that everything that's going on right now is just a dream. If this is a dream, I want to wake up and see my brother smiling and still alive in the real world. I suppose this is the reality, and we must accept that he is no longer with us. If I have to make a pact with God to bring him back, I will.

Saki’s POV

I need to realize that he is no longer alive, but I still can't accept that I will never see his face again. I won't be able to live without him for the rest of my life. I'll wake up without him tomorrow, and he won't be waiting for me at the dining hall. It will happen on a daily basis until I am accustomed to it. I wish I could commit suicide so that we could be together where you are right now. We'll be separated for the rest of our lives, and I can't bear it any longer. This pain is going to kill me and cause me to die every day, which is the worst part. I'm just going to write down my thoughts and keep a journal for everyone. As a result, I'll be able to write the words I wish I could say to them. I'm hoping it will help me feel less burdened and unhappy.