Respawn

Chapter 46: Tears

The soldiers take us for a ride in their specially designed vehicle. Yuu appears to be exhausted and badly injured, in comparison to Saki. Saki is holding my hand. "What are you up to?" I inquired. She placed a ring on my finger. My horns began to fade, and I believe my eyes returned to their normal color. "You still have to wear it," she said. I tried to remove my hand, but she was gripping it too tightly. "That ring isn't necessary for me to wear. People are already aware of my true appearance. You should return it and keep it to yourself. Maybe you'll need it in the future," I stated. She was still adamant about not removing it. "Keep it and always wear it, not to conceal your identity, but because it is my only gift to you."

She was deafeningly quiet after saying those words. I don't intend to wear this ring because there is no reason for me to conceal my identity, but if that's the case, I suppose I can keep it and wear it for her. "If you say so, I'll do it," I said. She simply nods and says, "Thank you." She truly came to save me. I'm sure her father will be upset with her. She even murders her father in front of a large crowd. All of this is happening to her as a result of my actions. She did so much for me, and thanking her will never be enough to compensate for all the sacrifices she made for me. "I should be the one to express my gratitude to you. I have a lot to be thankful for because you are here, "I stated.

"Despite the fact that I was not your obligation from the start, you still saved me. It's somewhat embarrassing how you always come to rescue me. If you weren't always there for me, my life would be in a far more dangerous scenario. Saki, thank you so much. I'm not sure how I'll be able to repay you. You may not realize it, but I am incredibly grateful to meet you and to have you as a friend, "I stated. This is when I expressed my gratitude for having her in my life. I wish her happiness and a pleasant life as soon as possible. I want to see her dreams fulfilled, and I want to be there to help her. We'd definitely be dating now if I just confessed to her, but I was terrified. It is no longer relevant, and it is already in the past.

"I haven't said anything before, but I am grateful. I'm not sure why I did it either when I first met you. I could live a posh life and enjoy my fortune, but for some inexplicable reason, I have chosen to flip my world upside down for you. I only know that I can't afford to lose you. When you're in trouble, I want to be the first person you think of to save you. I want to be the first person you think of when you need help. I want to be there for you at all times. I want to be your savior, someone who will always come to your rescue. I want things to stay this way indefinitely. I am content. Even if we are only like this, you have no idea how delighted I am. Even though we are only friends, I am grateful. Isn't it funny? ", she stated.

 She is currently expressing far too many emotions. I assume she's simply overly emotional because I'm on the verge of dying. " It's not humorous, but I'm surprised. I'm not used to you talking so openly and seriously today. The Saki I know usually make fun of me and mock me. She also enjoys humiliating me in front of others. Who would have guessed that she is also the one who is most concerned about me? It sounds wonderful when you're being honest with yourself and telling me how you truly feel. We're buddies, which I think is a good thing because it's not like you'll like me. That's fine, because that's what we're meant to do. " I stated. She looks at the window and gazes at the scenery and says, "I'm not sure. Who can say? "

After that conversation, we remained silent. I just keep looking out the window. I don't see myself dating her. I can't imagine loving someone like her for the rest of my life. I imagine her as a friend in the future. I can only imagine a life in which I will always adore and admire her. I may be in love with someone else now, but there is still a part of me that recognizes how amazing this person who is always there for me and makes too many sacrifices is. I know that I will always admire this person. I believe that we can admire someone without telling them, simply by observing how amazing they are. I just want her to have the life she deserves, and I will be proud of her.

 This way, I believe, it is more lovely. Everything we have is magnificent in its current state, and it ought to be treasured. Don't you think it's lovely to adore someone even if you don't end up with each other? In our current relationship, we are pleased and joyful. She has a life that she will pursue while I concentrate on my profession and my family. We're still in touch and constantly support one another, so what more could I want? I just want to express my gratitude and that's it. I don't want to regret the fact that I didn't love you. Let's just hope that the other two of us in the parallel universe end up together and have a happy marriage and family.

 We've already arrived at the front of my place. Tori was standing at the entrance, looking concerned. We've been severely injured, and our clothing is stained with blood. The guards assisted us with exiting the vehicle and walking. Tori approaches me with an embrace, and I can see the worry in her eyes. "You've been hurt. What exactly did they do to you?”, she enquired. Her eyes were welling up with tears. "There's no need to be concerned. What matters is that I am alive, and that I keep my word to you that I will return alive, "I stated. We bow to the guards to express our gratitude for providing us with transport on our way home. Tori and Lyka cure our wounds as we stay inside the apartment for a time.

"I'm glad you're alive," she continued, "but it's strange that the people in the castle attack you and their guards are the ones who assist you on your trip home." It's difficult to explain to her what happened when I was in the castle. Everything that has transpired has been completely unexpected, and my mind is still trying to figure out how I have managed to stay alive. If Vertxander hadn't shown up, I'd probably die right now. I suddenly recall Vertxander telling me to tell Tori something. Should I let her know? Should I inquire as to whether she is acquainted with Vertxander? "When I'm supposed to be executed, a lot of unexpected things happen. I want to ask you a question. Please be truthful in your response. Are you related to Vertxander? " I inquired.

 "I don't know him, but I heard he's the realm's creator," she explained. If she doesn't know Vertxander, then why does he act as if he does? Tori's word is trustworthy, but Vertxander is unlikely to tell me those words if they are unimportant. "Vertxander said something to me. He told me to tell you these things. He appeared to be overjoyed to see me again. He advised us to stay cautious and take good care of ourselves, particularly you. He stated that we are probably puzzled at the moment, but I would understand it soon. He said how much he missed me and you. He expressed his desire to see me again soon. He assured you that he was always safe and that he would continue to do what you had told him to do," I stated. Tori rubbed her cheeks and discovered that tears were streaming down her face. She is taken aback when she notices that her palm is wet with tears from her eyes. "Why am I crying?" she asks as she wipes her tears away from her eyes.