Respawn

Chapter 95: The Start of New Journey

"What makes you so desperate to die?" I inquired. She's probably going on a lot right now. "Are you trying to escape your home? What were you thinking when you did that?" I went on to say. Perhaps her parents are already on the lookout for her. She has to return home. "Right now, I don't want to think about them. With them, I might be able to get the things I want. I have luxury, gold, and money, but I am unsatisfied with them. I desire freedom, and this is the kind of freedom I'm looking for. Before I die, I just want to know what it's like to be free. This world is not for kindhearted individuals, and I feel as though it is too much for me, and I don't belong here. Hearing that death once existed in this place gives me hope "she stated

She gives me a glance when she says those things. Isn't it ironic that there is someone who rejoices at the fact that death exists? Perhaps if death is accepted as a natural part of life, the world will be a more beautiful place filled with memories, and time will be more valuable and cherished. "What makes you so desperate to die?" she inquired. For a variety of reasons, I feel like I am a burden to everyone I encounter, which makes me unhappy. "I simply want to spend time with my friends. If you only hear my story, you will undoubtedly believe that I am a cursed individual who is despised by the Gods. My brother, friend, wife, and only daughter were all taken away from me. They all died, and I was left alone "I stated.

"I'm just sick of being without them. A life without them isn't really a life at all. I just want to be with them, but no matter how hard I try, I can't. I want to spend the rest of my life with them, but that will never happen. I've grown accustomed to living with them, and now that they've left, my life has become a complete disaster "I stated. I probably sound like a cry baby since I'm upset because I've been left alone. "So, basically, you're looking for someone to lean on? You'd like to have someone who can accompany you. You probably don't want to die if you find someone who can provide you those things, right? ", she stated Maybe, but I'm not very good at starting conversations with strangers.

"Well, you don't have to worry about that since we'll be together while we're looking for a method to die, and sure, you can have me as your friend for the time being," she explained. I'm overjoyed that she stated we may be friends. I just feel awful about the fact that we're only doing this to find a means to end our life. She extends her hand to shake my hand and introduces herself. "I'm Chitose Miura, and it's great to finally meet you. I hope we get along well, and I am delighted to be your buddy, "she stated. I greeted her with a handshake and a grin before introducing myself. "Takahashi Fujin here, and it's great to meet you, Chitose. Let's do our best to accomplish our task, and I'll defend you from the world as your friend. "

"You don't have a place to stay, Chitose?" I inquired. She is welcome to remain here because there is food and I am alone. It will be safe for her to stay here because she has just run away from home and is likely to be pursued. "Yes, but I'll only come here with you if I have something to talk about. I can sleep in a park or somewhere else open to the public "she stated Sleeping in public is risky since anything horrible could happen to her, and public areas aren't designed for sleeping. "I'm alone here, and I swear you can trust me. You are welcome to stay here for a while if it is acceptable to you and you do not mind sharing this space," I said.

"Is that what I heard? Are you going to let me stay here? Are you sure about that? ", she enquired. I'm allowing her to stay and she's surprised. I don't mind because she's my buddy, and I think it'll be a good idea to have at least one person in this location because it's so quiet and it's killing me alone. "Sure, and isn't that what friends are for?" I stated. I hope everything is fine for her, but I am concerned about her safety outside. "I will stay here if you say so. Thank you for allowing me to stay here, but I must warn you that even if you allow me to stay here, I will maintain my limits "she stated. I'm giggling uncontrollably. I'm not sure why she's talking about boundaries, but I respect her opinion.

"In any case, you're safe here. I'm not the type of person that takes advantage of other people's weaknesses. I just want someone to be there for me every day, "I stated. Having someone by my side who can be an ally isn't a bad thing, and I'm glad she's here. My regular appearance returned after I put my ring back on my finger. Saki comes to mind when I see this ring. I really wish she was still with me. I wish I had the power to bring them back to life, but I don't. I'm still a helpless individual. "Takahashi, don't be concerned. I'll assist you in earning money so that I won't be a financial burden to you and can at least share some of it with you. I'll play with you so that the two of us may make enough money. ", she stated.

We make a pact to be with each other as we search for a means to die. While she wishes to have some independence before she dies, I wish to die so that I can be with my wife and other significant people in my life. It will be a long voyage, but do we have a choice? This is our goal, and no matter what happens, we will achieve it. We'll make sure that the seemingly impossible becomes possible. This is the story of two people on their way to die. We have no idea when our adventure will conclude or how long it will take the two of us to get what we want. This is where we begin our search for a way to die.