Respawn

Chapter 93: Live to Die

"Actually, I don't mind if you keep eating. You are free to eat as much as you like "I stated. I can't stop her now that I realize that she's just a hungry human in desperate need of food. "Continue to eat if you wish. Please don't bother me because I have a lot of food to eat "I stated. For today, I can only eat cake. I may simply serve her this meal that I prepared for myself. "Thank you," she expressed her gratitude. She returns to her chair and tries to eat once more. I just stand there and keep an eye on her. Well, it makes me pleased that I can assist someone like her. It feels great to know that with the little money I have, I can feed a single starving person. I sat in the chair next to her and remained there.

"So, what brings you here? How did you come to know about this location? What are you doing in this place?" I inquired to her. It's crucial for me to understand why she's here and how she came to know about this location. "I've been to this place before, and I was surprised to learn that there is already a cottage here, as there was only a tent when I last visited. When I was little, this was one of my favorite places. Are you trying to keep the infinite cake a secret from the public? If everyone knows that there is an infinite cake here, then everyone who is hungry and needs food can come here and acquire it. Don't worry, I'm not going to inform them "she stated. She has known this location since she was a child.

"You are welcome to stay here in peace, and you can expect that I will not tell anyone about this location in exchange for the food that I take. You're probably wondering why I'm here. I'm stuck with nowhere to go. I don't have anything to eat and can't expose myself to much in public, but I know this place has an endless supply of cake. I came here, but when I discovered a cottage and a supper that had been cooked, I assumed it was another limitless meal. I had no idea it was made by a human being. I ran away from home, and now I'm here, running from other things "she stated. She reminds me a lot of myself. We both keep running away from where we used to live, despite the fact that we have nowhere else to go and no one is chasing us.

"Actually, escaping isn't the best option. Your parents are most likely concerned right now. You should contact them again "I stated. "Those people don't even care about me," she continued, laughing slightly. "That's why I'm here running away from them, to make them worry and realize their mistake." She is disappointed and enraged. She most likely experienced a traumatic experience with her family at home. She finally takes off her cloak, allowing me to view her face. Her face reminds me of someone I recognize. She smoothens her hair while keeping her eyes closed. I believe I've seen her before. She looks at me when she opens her eyes. We're both taken aback. "You're the one! I was on the lookout for you! I wanted to congratulate you at the Block Party, but you had already left "I stated. She's the girl I was seeking for during the Block Party.

I'm relieved to see her again. I've got a lot of things to say to her, and I'm hoping to become friends with her. I'd want to congratulate her on winning Block Party against me. I want to tell her that she is truly amazing and that she has amazing eyes. We are both taken aback when we see each other. I'm surprised because the chances of meeting her again are slim, and it's been a long time since I've seen her. I'm not sure if she reacted that way because she was surprised to see me or because she didn't recognize me. She most likely forgets about me because she isn't paying attention to me while we are playing and is completely focused on the game.

"Are you looking for me?" she inquired. Well, I didn't look that hard, but as the game ended, I did look for her, and as the day progressed, I anticipated being able to at least meet her and have the opportunity to express my gratitude for her abilities. "Yes, I was on the lookout for you. When the game ended, I began searching for you around the area, but you were nowhere to be seen. I just wanted to congratulate you on your victory "I stated. Do I come across as insane? What if she has completely forgotten about me? What if she has already forgotten the events of that day? If that's the case, she probably has no idea what I'm talking about. I should first inquire to her. "Do you recall who I am? Do you recall that we used to play together?" I inquired while my gaze fixed on her.

She simply laughs quietly, her hand covering her lips slightly. "Of course, I recall your face. You're the guy who approached me out of nowhere and began to explain even though I wasn't referring to you "she stated It's extremely embarrassing to believe she remembers who I am as a result of that unpleasant scenario. "I don't want to hear about it because it's awkward and it made me appear to be in denial about what was going on at the time. When I did that, I felt embarrassed and wished that the ground would devour me and hide me from the throng "I stated. She only continued to chuckle. I wasn't expecting her to have such an aspect to her personality. I assumed she was a serious individual.

"What's the source of your embarrassment? It's actually rather amusing. I'm honestly holding myself back from laughing at what you did. You came to me like a needy person and explained everything to me, "she stated. I wish I could put my hands over my ears right now and forget about what happened that day. "Well, why are you so nervous at that moment that you rush to me and explain everything?" she inquired. It's evident that I was startled by her reaction at the moment, and because she wasn't being explicit, I assumed it was me. I was apprehensive because I was only regaining my confidence at the moment, and I was afraid when she started shouting. I was concerned that she had misread my actions towards the girl.

"It's because I'm trying to make friends with that girl and I think she didn't hear me, so I attempt to tap her, but you just shout, and I get terrified and think you're talking about me, and I think I'm harassing the lady," I stated. If it happens, it will be disastrous. People who are suspected of harassing someone in public or in private will be investigated, and if found guilty, they will face a severe punishment that will last the rest of their lives. It will be horrible for me to be investigated because the king despises me so much that even if I have done nothing wrong, he will do everything he can to portray me as the bad guy in any situation.

"Why are you looking for a friend so hard?" she inquired. It simply makes me feel melancholy, as if I am alone. I miss being surrounded by my buddies. I miss how we used to play together or how we would watch one of our friends play. I miss all of our hangouts. I'm longing for our vacation. Because they are now gone, all of the things we did will only be a memory. I occasionally wish I could join them where they are right now. I wish I could die right now so we could all be together again, but that's not feasible. No matter how hard I attempt to kill myself, I will always respawn, which is the curse of eternal life. "I've recently lost all of my friends therefore I'm looking for a new one," I explained.

"You lost them? What exactly do you mean? They just don't want to be friends with you because they left you for a reason? ", she enquired. She assumed that my pals had simply departed for some reason and that they had stopped becoming friends with me. "That isn't the case. That is to say, they died "I stated. She was taken aback when she learned of my friend's death. She probably has no idea that a phenomenon occurs in which a large number of individuals go missing and never return, but that phenomenon is well-known throughout this area, so how come she is unaware of it? Maybe she doesn't know because she lives so far away in this place. The kingdom then tries to conceal what has occurred from the other kingdom.

"Is that something that happens all the time here? If I'm mistaken, please correct me. Death does not exist where I live, and everybody who dies in the game or within the area simply respawns. Because of all the sufferings, some of us are wishing to die "she stated It's encouraging to learn that our country is normal, just like everyone else's. It will be terrible to consider that our kingdom is the only one with the power to live forever "It's the same in my kingdom, and we don't die either, but then a peculiar case occurs in which a large number of individuals go missing and never return, and they are declared dead. I'm surprised you're unaware of this, as it's a significant issue, "I said.

If she isn't aware of the problem, and the king keeps it hidden from the other kingdoms to avoid panic and turmoil, I'm not sure why Lyka died. She's already moved away from us, yet she's still stuck in the middle of it. Probably because she continues to walk in this area and is exposed to Yuu, she is still cursed even if she has left this location. "Then, since death occurs here, there is a means for it to happen," she explained. Yes, there is, but no one is capable of doing so. There is no one who has the power to kill others. "Well, there is a way," I explained, "but we believe it happens naturally and is beyond human control." Then I think of Yuu, the hacker.

"I truly met someone who can offer someone eternal death," I explained. I recall Yuu using his power to grant other individuals who had suffered long enough the death they desired. "He is actually a very kind man who provides death to those who are ready to die because the world is so cruel. He spent his life assisting others, but he is now deceased "I stated. "He is a good man to accomplish such a thing. How I hope he will visit our country and, at the very least, knock on our door and inquire as to who wants to die. I would gladly die in that kind man's hands "she stated She has made it apparent that she wishes to die. I'd like to die as well since I'm sick of this world, but I'm not sure how.

When I take off the ring, my true self emerges. "Do not be alarmed because I am not a hacker. I'm a sinner. A person who is reborn with no memory of my previous existence and has committed terrible misdeeds. Being a sinner is so difficult, and I often wish to die "I stated. I think I should reveal her my true self so she won't be surprised when she finds out. "How about we stay for now and figure out a way for us to die together," she suggested. That is not a bad offer, and I would gladly accept it right now. Finding a means to die and be among my friends will be beneficial to me. "That's an excellent suggestion. Let us live together for the time being and die soon, "I stated