Respawn

Chapter 76: Early Question

She spreads her arms out and lies down on my bed. She added, "I'm glad you think that way about him." "What do you mean?" I inquired. Well, I'm sure everybody she will ask in this home will give her the same answer. All of the things I said are accurate, and they are based on my observations of Takahashi's treatment to me and others. "I'm glad you think he's a decent person with a lot of good traits," she expressed her delight. Takahashi has a lot of positive traits, which is true, but I don't see why she should be so delighted just because I appreciate a man who isn't related to her. "What makes you happy about it?" I inquired. She's grinning a lot, which makes me question why she's smiling so much.

She takes a seat on the bed and stares at me. She has her hands on my shoulders. "Bara, you're being strange," I said. When I stated it, she moved her hands away from me. "Please accept my apologies. I'm just overjoyed at the moment. Don't worry, I'll tell you why it's happening right now "she stated She will explain why she is overjoyed and why she is acting in this manner. Does this imply that there is a deeper and more important cause for her behavior? I said, "Hurry up because I'm listening." "Well, I'm glad you don't like him because I don't want you to," she explained. Is it true that she doesn't want me to like Takahashi? Why did she agree that Takahashi was a good man with a lot of good qualities?

"I don't want us to fight just because there's a man between us. I don't want our cousin relationship to be ruined because of a man. I'm glad you think of him that way, because he's exactly like that to me. I'm relieved that the way I perceive him matches the way other people see him. It gives me the impression that my feelings for him are valid. I'm going to tell you something that is completely unexpected! Takahashi appears to be a favorite of mine! I desperately want to be with him, and I believe I want to pursue a relationship with him, but don't worry, I'll wait for him to be ready again. I'm dead serious about him. I really like him "she stated.

"What are your thoughts about it? Do you believe it's a good idea for me to like him? ", she enquired. I'm at a loss as to what to do. Bara admires him as well. If I tell her how I feel about Takahashi, it will be awkward for both of us. I don't want it to appear that we're competing with each other. Bara holds a special place in my heart and is a member of my family. "Are you listening, Katsumi? You haven't responded to my query "she stated Because I was overthinking things, I forgot to answer her inquiry. I slap my cheeks on both sides of my face a little. "I apologize, Bara. I'm so preoccupied with my thoughts right now that I've forgotten we're having a conversation and you're asking me questions. I apologize deeply "I stated.

"It's all right. I understand you are a highly busy person who is involved in many activities. You're a natural at everything. You are always better than me at everything, which is why I enjoy speaking with you and adopting your advice. What are your thoughts? Is it a good idea that I have feelings for him? ", she enquired. If I don't answer her question, I imagine she'll keep asking. I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. "Yes, I believe he will be beneficial to you. He's a funny person, and I'm sure if the two of you get together, he'll treat you well "I stated. Right now, I feel like I'm lying to myself and Bara. My actions and words are a ruse. I convince her that Takahashi will be a nice lover for her, but deep inside I don't want them to fall in love.

"Why don't you like him if you think that way? Are you certain you don't like him? "She inquired. What's the point of telling her the answer? I'm not going to be able to tell her the truth now that I know she likes him. Bara, you mean a lot to me, and I don't want to hurt you. Takahashi is simply a man I met by chance. Even if I really like him, I can't harm my own cousin for the sake of a man. "I don't like him. Why do you think that way all the time? "I inquired. "I just want to be certain. It is preferable to be certain. I've noticed that since Takahashi arrived in this house, you've been acting very differently, and you appear more lively and happier, which makes me happy "she stated.

"Katsumi, I care about your happiness just as much as you do. I don't want you to be wounded in secret, so I need to be sure "she stated Bara is, as always, a wonderfully pure and regal young lady. "You don't have to be concerned. I'm fine, and there's no reason why I shouldn't be "I stated. She gives me a friendly smile. That's the kind of smile I'd like to see. It doesn't matter if Takahashi isn't mine as long as I can see Bara's smile. It's probably enough as a trade for Takahashi's affection. "Thank you so much, Katsumi. I still don't feel like I'm near enough to Takahashi. Can you assist me in becoming closer to him, or at the very least friends with him? Please, I feel compelled to act right now. I'm hoping for your support, "she stated.

 "Yes, Bara. There's no need to be concerned. I'll back you up, so just be confident and be yourself "I stated. Katsumi, you're a liar. You're lying once more. You're prioritizing the happiness of others before your own. It's alright if she will have Takahashi. He's simply a regular guy. He's just a man... Yes, just a man, the only man I know who possesses the qualities I need in a partner. He is simply a man who treats me the way I want to be treated. He's merely a man who makes my heart beat faster than anyone else. He's simply a regular guy. He's simply a man, and there are plenty of others like him. There are plenty of other men I could start liking, but what if he's still the one?

 "I'm not sure how to express my gratitude for everything you do for me, Katsumi. I am extremely fortunate to have you as a cousin!" Bara remarked. She gives me a hug, and I reciprocate by hugging her and caressing her back. I wish you all the happiness in the world, Bara. Please look after that man. From now on, he'll be yours. She inquired, "Where is him right now?" Takahashi is probably now seated at the dining table, enjoying his breakfast. "I believe he is presently in the dining room. Should we pay him a visit?" I inquired. Her eyes twinkle with delight at the sight of Takahashi. She's probably desperate to see Takahashi right now. "Let's go check him out! I'm going to make a move right now and show him that I can be a nice girlfriend to her "she stated

 We get to our feet and I give her a thumbs up. "You can do it," I told her. "I can do it!" she says, giving me a thumbs up. When we are about to leave my room, she turns back to face me. "Thank you very much. When you start liking someone, I swear I'll do the same. I'll also help you find the right guy. I will pray to God that a person like you will find her own happiness and that you will see how beautiful the world can be. I hope you find someone you can call your own "She stated. I wish I could tell her that I've already found that man, but I can't because he's also the man she found. "Bara, thank you so much. So, I guess he's taking a long time to arrive.", I said.

She opens the door and we exit my room. I can't believe I'm here with her at this hour of the morning, with my fixed hair and cute clothes, just to cheer her on with her crush. This is not how I intend for things to unfold. All the maids who see me compliment me on how beautiful I am. I greet them with a bow and a smile. "I'm so envious that they keep calling you pretty," Bara exclaimed. "There's no reason to be envious. Bara, you're beautiful just the way you are "I stated. For Takahashi, I'm dressed and looking like this. Why am I so worried about Takahashi? It's not like he likes me too. He only sees me as someone who can console him.

Even if we aren't lovers, I believe I can still be there for him. I believe I can still console him even if he is dating someone else and we are only friends. It's all right, Katsumi. It's all right... Remember, you're doing this for Bara. I still need to make Bara happy, and I'm sure Takahashi will be as well. Takahashi needs to find a new love and begin a new life, and it is unlikely that Takahashi will learn to love Bara if she continues to pursue him and demonstrate that she can treat him better. I know Bara will be a good lover for him, and knowing he is in good hands with a lady is enough reason for me to be content and happy for him. He'll be just fine.

We went to the dining table, and he was there, as expected, waiting for the maids to serve his breakfast. He's staring right at me. He continues to stare at me and smile at me. I try not to look at him. Please keep your gaze away from me. His stare makes me feel nervous. He said, "Hey Katsumi, you look lovely today." "Oh-oh, you're serious? Thank you very much "I stated. For you, I'm actually dressed like this. For Bara's sake, I need to keep my cool. "You are running late. I assumed you ate your breakfast early, so I arrived early, and you were already with Bara. Do you guys already have something urgent to do thus early in the morning? "He inquired. Bara comes here very early because she has something important to tell him.

 "This early in the morning, we don't have anything important to accomplish. We should start with breakfast "I stated. We take a seat beside him at the dining table and wait for the maid to bring us our breakfast. "Bara arrived quite early because she has something essential to tell you," I explained. Takahashi is eating his breakfast and paying attention to what I'm saying. "Oh, she's got a story to tell about me? Is it regarding paperwork or reports? I apologize for not finishing those tasks, Bara. Maybe after we eat breakfast, I'll do it, "he stated. As usual, he is clueless. "No, she isn't referring to reports. It's also not about paperwork. It's a completely unrelated subject." I explained.

 "Tell him what you want to say, Bara," I said. Bara stood up, which surprised everyone, including the maids, who were all staring at her. I didn't expect her to be so brave and self-assured. "Are you okay, Bara? Do you want to use the restroom?" Takahashi inquired. She slams the table and turns to face Takahashi. Oh my goodness, she's really trying her hardest and overdoing things. "Takahashi, I'd like to be completely honest with you. I can't hide it any longer, and I want you to know that I'm serious about this! Mr. Takahashi, I really like you! Please give me a date! Will you be my boyfriend? "She stated. Hey! It is far too early to pose that question! "EHHH!!" we screamed.