I finished my work 30 minutes earlier than normal and an idea popped into my head. I picked up my phone and called Hazan who answered right away. “ Where are you now , my love? ” I asked her. ' I'm in the mall with Celine , why? Is something wrong ? ' I asked anxiously. Since we last discussed, I've realized that I've been depriving her of the outside world too much. I used to forbid her to go out a lot but when she cried that day, my heart melted and I decided to let her go out whenever and wherever she wanted. I am still afraid that she will run into someone she used to know or that she will see anything that exposes my lies. I reluctantly accepted that one day, I would figure it all out and start preparing myself for that time in the future. But whatever the preparation, I'm sti

