My Heart

Chapter 6 and 7

Hazan

I wanted

to think and imagine to myself that we made love last night but he's wearing his clothes. I checked myself and thought more about everything that had happened. What if something happened between us last night? Well, isn't that normal? We are married anyway.

Honestly, I didn't know what to think or how to act with him. He's my husband, but I don't remember anything about him. This has made me more confused than ever. An unbearable pain surged through my head.

" Ahha '' almost cried while my hands were pressing on my head. I did not know what to do to relieve the pain. I

wake up Ya_iz because of the high voice. Seemed confused at first, but when they saw me click on my head and I feel the pain, settled back immediately.

'' What happened? '' he asked anxiously. I closed my eyes and felt tears on my cheek.

" My head hurts ..." I said in a trembling voice.

It felt like someone was knocking inside my head. I felt him get out of bed quickly and then I heard him talking to someone on the phone. After the call, he approached me.

“ Shhhhh … just lie down until the doctor comes. ” I spoke tenderly as he helped me lie down.

He sat next to me and gently stroked his hand over my head as if trying to relieve the pain I was feeling. I felt him kiss my forehead.

He is a really nice guy, and even though I had a severe headache, a feeling of happiness rose in my chest because of his sweet gesture.

When the doctor arrived, I was surprised when I recognized him. The same was my doctor in the hospital.

" What is the cause of the headache sudden that I felt it since the period of my presence of a doctor? " I asked in a weak voice. He gave me a pain reliever a while ago and I think it's finally starting to work.

' ' Must be avoid exposure to stress or any thing can that cause you and if a headache simple like thinking too much and sleep late . Now tell me , did you force yourself to remember? ''I bit my lower lip and slowly nodded.

' ' I know you want to restore your memories at the earliest time possible , but this is not good for you if you Tghebren yourself on it . Just being patient "

I couldn't do anything other than nod my head. He's right.

I have noticed before that whenever I try to remember something, my head begins to ache; And I was depressed because I couldn't remember anything. So I force myself to remember. He gave me extra medication and then left. He also advised me to take a break until I feel better.

" Why did not you tell me that you 're feeling this? " He asked me Ya_iz when he left the doctor.

He looked angry, and at the same time, I could see the worry in his eyes. I wanted to sit down and talk to him more, but I felt a strong need to sleep. It should be the other pill the doctor gave me before he left.

" I ... I just don't want to make you ... worry " I managed to answer before it got dark.

****

Yagiz

I sat next to her while I stared at her intently. I didn't want to admit it, but I was very scared and very worried when I saw her in that condition. I was panicking.

Usually when there is an emergency, I always manage to stay calm and think of solutions. But when I saw her screaming in pain, I lost my cool because I didn't know what to do. Fortunately I was able to regain my sanity and called the doctor immediately.

Before I could stop myself, my hand went to her cheek and gently touched her. she is really beautiful. I felt her soft cheek against mine. My eyes went to her luscious pink lips. The events of last night were running in my head and I almost lost control of myself. I suddenly felt an intense urge to smash her lips against mine and do all the things I did last night. Damn Yagiz! Stop it!

Before I could do anything I would later regret, I quickly got out of bed and quickly ran to the bathroom as if a demon was chasing me. I desperately need a cold shower! This was the first time I've felt this and it's killing me

****

After the shower I got dressed, went downstairs and saw Celine's mother, Zahraa, preparing our breakfast. She welcomed me and I welcomed her. Shortly after that, I was eating breakfast

'' Flower make sure of that eat Hazan Taanha when you wake up . '' I was about to get out of the house when he suddenly stopped and turned around her again.

" Tell her also not to wait for me because I 'll be back late. "

'' Okay . Do not worry , will I check them between then and the other . '' Work is her husband and with my family for more than 20 years. And they are the ones who take care of this place.

'' Don't smile like that . This makes me not satisfied '' I told her but she laughed again. Of course you know I'm not angry. She had known me since I was a child and she and her family were practically like my family.

She said , " no less than nothing , " but her eyes were dancing cunningly.

'' Okay . I 'm going now . Take care of her .' Then I turned my back to her.

I went straight to my car and headed along the driving route. I didn't know why I felt this way to her but I need to cut my feelings out sooner because it's better. I was cheating on her so there is no place for any emotional connection between us. I gritted my teeth and hit the steering wheel furiously.

****

When I entered the company, the staff recognized me immediately and greeted me politely. Of course, they knew me. My family owns the company after all, and recently, my dad handed over the CEO position to me. He retired early due to his health problems. I didn't want to take this position but I had no choice. My father and my sister had given me everything, so I had to return the favor. Now it is my turn to run the company to which my grandfather and father gave their sweat and blood just to make the company what it is now.

I went straight to my office and started my work. There was a lot of work and I didn't even notice that she was twelve already. I wouldn't have noticed it if my stomach hadn't started making sounds of hunger.

Decided to go to the restaurant next door for lunch. I was in the middle of eating when someone sat on the chair.

" Hello , handsome, " she said, biting her lip seductively. I took the handkerchief from the table and wiped my mouth. I suddenly lost my appetite.

“ What are you doing here, Farah? ” she asked softly, then drank a glass of water.

'' Really? This is what you will say after two months of forgetting me? ''

Her voice had a hint of anger. My eyes rolled at her reaction. This is why I hate being around her. We had fun for a few days, so I assumed there was something between us.

I already told her that s*x is all I can give her but I guess she didn't get it.

“ What do you want me to say ? ” I smiled and stood up and sat next to me. She even put her arm around my arm so that I suddenly got angry.

“ Say you miss me, my dear. ” Instead of answering her, I called the waiter and paid for my food. I was about to get out when Farah grabbed my hand.

" Ya_iz , because you call me to go with you? " I asked.

" Look , my joy, do not have time for that . '' I said coldly and went out of the restaurant. I did not want to be rude or anything, but it is better for me to Otjahlha.

****

Hazan

" Are you sure of that you are okay now Hazan ? " Celine asked me when we were in the bus. I smiled at her and nodded my head.

'' Don't worry . I'm good . I know that the doctor told me comfortable and I took a share enough of the rest . And also I want to get out of the house because I 'm sick too . '' She only smiled at me but she still looked worried.

Zahra and Celine didn't want to let me out, but I insisted, which made Mrs. Zahra send her daughter with me.

I looked inside the bag I was carrying and smiled. I know for sure Yagiz would be happy about this.

When I woke up this morning, my headache was completely gone. Zahra told me that Yagiz went to work, I decided to cook for him and surprised him.

Zahra didn't want to tell me where my husband worked, but I didn't stop teasing her until she told me. And now, we're here on the bus on our way to my husband's work.

'I 'm sorry Celine , you had to take me Cat. You can stay at home .' I think I would have been able to find the address myself. ”

'' You don't have to rock . The job care after all things . But I 'm not sure what you may think about him Ya_iz about this matter? '' I didn't know why she looked so troubled since we left the house.

'' Are you okay Celine? '' Is there a problem? ''I asked her. I smiled but I could tell it was just a forced smile.

" I'm fine . Do not need to worry about me . I am afraid only to get angry Ya_iz boil and on my mom because we allowed you to leave without telling him . He must to keep at home and rest , " I could not but gloomy.

'' Why a? Am I not allowed to go out? Did he tell you that? 'She was dodging my eyes and looking down. I sighed and shook my head.

'' You don't have to worry about anything . I'll talk to him , and if he gets angry , I 'll make sure to deal with his anger " I said but deep down, I felt a little angry. If it's true that Yagiz doesn't want me out, it's not normal. I'm his wife and I'm not his prisoner.

Well, he never told me I couldn't go out but I felt uncomfortable with the way Selene was acting right now. It seemed to me that she was hiding something from me.

****

" Are you sure of that this is the place? " I asked while Salaz look at the front of the building.

It was a tall glass building and I couldn't believe Yagiz was working in this place. I read the name of the company. Yildiz Group of Companies.

'' Yıldız ? Are they the owners of this company? ' asked Celine, who had been quiet the whole time, nodding her head.

“ What is Yagiz’s position here? ” I asked again. She finally looked at me.

" Sorry Hazan and I do not I can answer the question . Only ASK Ya_iz " I sighed , and I felt frustrated because I felt they avoid something.