Stupid Alpha

i***t Mate

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I scream into my pillow with all I got, wanna know why. My. Stupid. f*****g. Mate. 

Do you want know what he did? he slept with that b***h across the living room, and you know how I know? Because the stupid f*****g mark on my neck has been burning me all night and I got no sleep.

Plus her f*****g alarm is blaring and it's four in the f*****g morning.

I growl getting out of bed. I turn on the living room light and walk into her room, which she and him were asleep, while the alarm clock continues to beep louder and louder by the minute. I grabbed her clock throwing it out the window which made a loud crash, well the window surely made an interest. 

That surly woke them, which made me even more pissed off. I don't understand, and I may never do, how do you not wake up to the most annoying noise, but you wake from a crash. Bullshit.

"What the f**k is wrong with you?" Charlie ask glaring up at me from my position by the window.

"Everything." I snapped. "Don't f**k with me when I'm sleeping. next time turn yo s**t off or I'll do something worst to you." I slammed her door behind me which made a crunch sound.

I was pissed. I wanted my sleep and I wasn't getting it. The living room phone rang making me growl as I picked it up, cant I catch a f*****g break.

"Yas?" I snap answering the phone.

"Oh shit." My father says his booming laugh traveled from the phone to my ears.

"Daddy?" I ask feeling some of the tension leave my body.

"Baby. I know it's not the time to call, but knowing you, someone pissed you off."

"Damn right Royal." I smirk leaning on the wall.

"Girl, behave yourself." 

"Sorry, can I come home. We can watch movies and I'll be good. You don't have to send me away no more." I plead, I had a pout and everything even though he couldn't see, but it will help with the performance.

"Sorry baby girl, but you have to stay there until your senior year is over then we can do whatever you want." he replies as I sigh.

"And I can come back right?" I exclaim.

"Mhhhm." he said. I could see him nodding and a smile on his face.

"I love you." I sigh softly in the phone.

"Who you on he phone with?"  I frowned turning to come face to face with William. I growl at him before turning back around towards the wall.

"Royal, I have to go." I mumble.

"Daniella, what's wrong?" Royal ask with a panic.

"Nothing. You know me daddy, dealing with bullshit." I glance over at William, who looked angry. I should be the angry one. The sad one. The one to have all these mixed emotions, because right now I do have then all.

"Okay babe. Your mom said hi. She's sleeping though." he explains as I hum nodding.

"Okay, I'll call you another time." I slam the phone down on the receiver before swinging on William. He caught it before it reached his face and twisted it behind my back. I could hear him smirk as he pushed his body closer to my own. I almost moaned when I felt his member on my ass.

"Get away from me." I growl trying to push him off. "You Mark me, then go f**k that bitch." I try to hit him with my other arm, but if I do he'll either bring the other hand, or I'll just hit myself.

"If you had given me what I wanted..." I thrashed around cutting him off.

"What? s*x! Are you f*****g crazy. Get off me." His grip on my hand was tight as he grabs my other hand and put it behind my back with it. 

I feel my breath quicken as I try harder to get away from him. I start to feel tears pour out my eyes. This is the first time I've cried out of anger in a while. I usually only do it when something is really bothering me. I feel the hands remove from my wrist and I'm face to face with William.

"Oh no." he mutters wiping my face as I glare up at him. "Don't cry. please don't cry. I'm sorry. I just....." he started talking to himself but I just didn't have the time. I pushed him away and run out the room. 

I run down to Derek's room rubbing my nose and eyes wiping away the evidence that I was crying. Knowing Derek, he'll see right through me, I can't hide from him but beyond this point, I need him. 

My mates not helping and I don't know what to do. I go into his dorm living room and walk to his bedroom door knocking lightly on it. I hear soft footstep which confused me. Derek would be stomping if anyone woke him at this hour.

"Oh, hello?" a petite girl asked squinting her eyes to look at me. "May I help you?"

"Oh, I didn't know he was having company." I explain stepping back hesitantly.

"Dani?" I heard him mumble from behind the mysterious girl.

"Never mind." I laugh it off. "Go back sleep." I looked at the girl smiling a little. "Sorry."

"What's wrong?" Derek comes to view. "Were you crying? Are you crying?" he panics.

"I'm fine. I'll go away."

"No. I'll make coffee." Derek says pushing me in his room.

"No, it's fine." The girl says patting my arm with a smile. "I'll do it."

"Thanks." I smile back at her.

She walks out the door and I glance at Derek with an eyebrow raised. He smiles widely nodding his head.

"Oh my gosh!! You found your mate, what her name?"

"Her name is Kasey." he says slowly as if making sure it was actually real.

"Oh my gosh this is so exciting." I exclaim flapping my arms in the air and he stares at me weirdly.

"Wait a minute, what the hell is that?" he grabs my shoulder and touches the mark. It burn at the contact making me hiss.

"Ow." I punch him as he doesn't even look fazed by it. "That hurt like a bitch."

"Sorry. Why does it burn?"

"I don't f*****g know." I exclaim huffing.

"It's burning because you haven't accepted it yet. He'll feel the pain too." Kasey gives us both a cup and sits beside me with a cup of her own.

"How do you know this?" I ask her sipping the hot tea. Thankfully she didn't make coffee because I was exhausted.

"I actually want to be a pack doctor." she blushes sipping her own tea making me smile.

"Oh that'll be fun. Oh my gosh when you come back with us, it'll be awesome."

"Uh, yeah." she slightly frown and Derek looks away. Thats weird, but I'll save my questions for another day. I wonder what he is hiding from me.

"Okay, anyway." I mumble hopefully the awkwardness will let up even if its for a few minutes.

"Oh yeah." Derek pokes my arm. "Why were you crying?"

"He marked me, as you see and still went to sleep with her." I stop talking as I feel the tears building up again but I wipe them away quickly.

"Oh my gosh." Kasey exclaims. "Why would your mate do such a thing?"

"I- I don't know. I don't even know him like that." I tell her as she looks at me with sadness, and I really hated it.

"Come go sleep on my bed." Derek put a blanket over me taking the half empty cup out of my hand.

"I'm fine." I grumble as he pushes me on the bed putting another blanket on me, which Kacey helped him to tuck me in.

"Shut up." he smirks kissing my temple. "Go sleep."

I turn towards the white wall and close my eyes. Tomorrow will be better.