I'm not aware that pregnancy comes with so many emotions because I can feel my mood changing every now and then. And the fact that I actually always lock myself up in my room to cry. I know I’m hurt that Charlie left me with these loads of kids in me, but the tears were beyond that because I can literally cry for no reason. The doctor explained that it was part of the pregnancy and nothing was wrong with me, and honestly, I can't wait to be done with this period of my life. I can't wait to give birth because my stomach got bigger as the months went by, and I'm apparently in the ninth month now. Lately, I have been trying to keep myself busy by reading two books every day, trying to distract myself from so many thoughts and forget this hurt so I can move on with my life. Reality has f

