One of these days, he’s going to get bored of me and then what we have would come to an unsightly end. Before I knew it, my thoughts started getting dark and very insecure. When Ace first asked me to be his girlfriend, I thought that it was the most ridiculous thing ever and I hated the idea. However, now I wasn’t sure what I wanted. Maybe there was a part of me that wanted something more with him. Do I want to be his girlfriend for real?
I found my own feelings confusing but that wasn’t the only problem. One of the main reasons that stopped me from accepting his proposal to be his girlfriend was because I highly doubted that he was even serious about it. No matter how I looked at it, he was just playing around with my head and my heart.
It’s probably best for me not to get too attached
