Innocence

4

Lilly

"It's a long story, are you sure we can't get to know each other in a different way? Her eyes drifting down to his crotch area. She didn't want to get into her family mess right now. His eyebrows lift, "We're taking a little break from all that, Lilly, I told you." His words a clear warning. She sighs and finally looks up at him. "Fine, but just so you know talking about all that always puts me in a mood." Clayton doesn't say anything.  He is still waiting for her to answer his question. "My grandpa used to live here. It's been in the family for generations. Family tradition is to pass it on. Since I'm the only granddaughter it now belongs to me." She looks down to her hands, "But there is a catch of course, as soon as I turn 18, I have to work in the family business. Take over from my Grandpa. I finished school a few months early and helped him renovate this place. I'm enrolled to take a few business courses at Ambrigde College and I start to learn the ropes a month after." She already feels gloomy. She was grateful for all this wealth and opportunity but she never agreed with her Grandpa's way of doing things, he worked with gangs and she'd heard many stories being told over the years, he was a feared man in these parts. Clayton clears his throat, "Sounds like you've got it all figured out then?" Lilly makes a snorting noise, "I'm being forced into it, my dad has been working for him for years to protect my mom so she didn't have to work for him anymore. My grandpa threatened to kill us all if I don't step in and take over. I said f**k you old man, kill me then... but my parents had other ideas. They think he's growing old and won't live forever, then we'll be able to run the business as we want. Clean and honest.  They promised me that I can do what I want once he's gone but until then I'm to do as I'm told to keep all of us safe." Lilly looks away from him and feels the weight lifted from her shoulders a bit, she's never talked about her family life with anyone other than her family. She wonders if she should tell him that her Grandpa is involved with bad people and is actually a bad guy. Maybe, too much for the first date? "I guess I'm miffed that I don't get to be me and find out what I want to be in the world and to just hav the freedom of an 18 year old." Her eyes drift off and instantly she feels the pang of missing out on her senior trip because of renovating her new house. She let out a sigh and gave Clayton a I told you so look, she feels gloomy and kind of resentful.

Clayton

As Lilly tells him her story he realizes that her young age, maybe a problem after all. He had been born to be the Alpha of his pack and everything he had ever had to do was to keep his people safe. He never once regretted it or wished to return or give up his responsibilities. She was receiving a luxury lifestyle on a silver platter and looked very unhappy about it. Even if her grandfather had done questionable things in the past, she lacked vision to see that her parents were right, she could turn his company into her own, with her parents helping her every step of the way. He didn't know how to tell her that she sounded like a brat, he needed to be supportive without lying to her. He thinks for a while but can't say the words she wants to hear. So he decides to ask more questions. "What is it that you'd rather being doing? " Her face lights up in surprise, "You're the first person that's asked me that question, you know." When it's a life or death matter thinking about singular needs wasn't a priority he thinks. "So?" He asks rather impatiently. Lilly blushes bright red and gives him a smile, "Marine biology." She looks into his eyes and everything about her lights up, "I enrolled and got in, they don't have many programs but I got into 2 different programs. I was so excited, to be able to make a real difference to do the research and be part of the solution instead of the problem, like I am now." Clayton's heart fell, she is so wholesome, innocent and pure. He feels bad that her perfect bubble will be burst much faster than she thinks. She will have to learn before she's 18 that's a wolf, too. How it has gone unknown to her until now is beyond him. Female wolves shift at age 16, some as early as 14. He'd have to meet with her parents in the next few days to talk about all of this, one of them must be a wolf. "I'm sorry that you're so unhappy, I wish I could make things easier for you my cielo. So why did you enroll when you knew you wouldn't be able to go?" His question caught her off guard, she seems to think for a while, "Just to see, if there was really something out there for me, I guess." Her face fell again and now he sees that her passion is being crushed. But who ever heard of a wolf in the ocean? studying the ocean? We are mountain creatures, desert even, very far from oceans, mostly.He feels bad for her because she is so young and wants to run from this responsibilty, he can understand. Sometimes you just have to be tough He can't bring himself back her ideas, and he doesn't have it in him to lie so he kisses her and after just a few seconds feels her hand stroke his c**k. Pushing her away he says angrily, "That's the second warning Lilly, we're getting to know each other now, it's hard to control myself, and coming on you soon won't be enough. The need is building in me everytime I kiss you." Her mouth curves to the side and she looks seductive,"I want you to lose control, I need to feel you in me Clayton, I don't know why but I need it." She moves back to him and moves her knees wide apart. In a fast move his up and out of the water drying off with a towel. She's relentless and the horniest woman he has ever met. Duke is making him crazy now, howling and whimpering in the back of his head. The moongoddess gave him the perfect mate. All he wants to do is ravish her but there are many complicated steps in between, he can't just take her virginity on a whim. He won't dishonor her like that. Looking down at her hurt and sad face he knows that she must feel rejected. "Lilly, don't misunderstand me, the one thing I want more than anything is be one with you, the need you are feeling is ten times worse for me, believe me. But this is a matter of respect, and I want you to respect that part of you, too. It means something to give yourself to me, and it will be special, meaningful and romantic." He uses his Alpha voice to say the next part."And that is the last time I've spoken about it, you will have to be obedient and wait." She doesn't look happy about it but nods her head yes and gives a little sigh as she lays back in the water and turns on the side jets of the big tub. Clayton turns to get dressed trying to push down his lust for her. This was going to be hard. He hears her phone beeping in the bedroom and goes to get it for her. She looks up at him,"Oh would you check that for me?" He smiles, she has nothing to hide.

>>From: Caro 10:38am

I think it's better if I come today, Lil, there are some serious things we need to talk about.

>>From: Caro 10:47am

?

>>From: Caro 10:56am

I'm just coming over at lunch ok ? It won't take, too long. Promise.

"That's Caroline for you, very pushy." Lilly half laughs in the tub, "She means well, she's got a heart of gold." He takes a deep breath, time to come clean, he knew that he was the reason Caroline wants to see her, to tell her that they've been together. Either to a) stake her claim to him or b) warn her against him. Better he tell her now. "Lilly, I have to tell you something very important, and if possible please don't be hurt by it." Her eyes already look sad and he hates himself for ever touching Caroline and being intimate with her. Lilly will certainly be upset, here I am denying her when I've slept with one of her friends. "I know Caroline, well I've known her for basically her whole life. She's good friends with my sister Gwen." Lilly makes an "uh-huh" sound and he continues, "A while back we were celebrating my father's birthday and she was there, we got drunk and well... we had s*x in the back of her car." There he said it. When he finally looks at her she's got her eyes squeezed shut and shaking her head, "No,no,no,Clayton, no." She opens her eyes, hurt and dissapointment clear to see. "YOU'RE THE GUY?" she shouts and throws a shampoo bottle his way, he catches it and puts his hands in the air, "hey hey hey, Lilly, what the h..." he can't finish his sentence because she's screaming at him again, "You're the asshole that just keeps leading her on? She's been heartbroken over you! You,you,...." she takes a moment and he sees as the information clicks, what he was afraid of, she'd compare herself to Caroline and feel even more rejected. Suddenly she's crying and he sees how hard she's trying to stay strong. Her lip wobbles as she looks up at him, "So she's good enough but I'm not?" The words sting even when he knew they were coming. She get's up and out of thr tub while he tries to think of how to make her see this right.  She's got a towel wrapped around her when she takes an unsure step towards him. "Clayton, I think it's best if you go." Yep. This is exactly what he'd been afraid of. Squeezing his forehead and his upperlip toward each other he exhales deeply. He doesn't want to give her another chance to freak out so he uses his Alpha command voice, "Lilly, let's sit and talk." She follows because she has to but he can see that she's having an internal battle, trying to fight his command. Once back in the bedroom he sits her on the bed and gives her her phone back. "What I'm about to tell you won't put me in the best light but I'm not about to start lying to you. What happened with Caroline was a one night thing, I told her so that night just after. I have not been stringing her along in any which way, I can show you the texts and calls on my phone. She's been trying her best to get her hooks into me because of my errr... position but I've made it very clear that I won't have any serious relationships until I've found the one." Taking her hand in his he kisses it and says, "And last night I did. That's why I refuse to have s*x with you as if it's nothing, this, us , it matters, it's the start of our story and we will do it right.  I won't have any regrets when it comes to us." She looks confused, "How do you know that I'm the 'one'? We only met a few hours ago? And,and..." She starts crying again and all he can do is wipe her tears away. She turns her face away from and says, "Clayton we can't be together, she's in love with you, I can not hurt her like this. It's not right." He takes her chin in his hand and turns her face back to him, "Lilly, none of this makes sense to you now, but from the second we met last night until the day I take my last breath we will be togehter. Caroline will understand, I can promise you this." She doesn't say a word, "I know you feel it too, Lilly, it's you and me from this point on." She puts her head on his chest and starts kissing his neck, whispering into his throat, "I know, I've felt it since our first kiss." Putting his arms around her tightly he breathes out and thanks the moodgoddess that there's atleast some wolf in her to make her feel these emotions more intensely. Lilly takes her chance and drops her towel coming up to sit on his lap. Her eyes hungry and he knows that she's going to keep wanting, his guess is that it's her hidden wolf pushing her, and that she probably doesn't even know what's going on with her. She needs to learn to supress her urges, she's going to drive him crazy. She's naked on his bare leg and he can feel how wet she is .again. crap.  He can't resist the smell of her arousel..but first he has to teach her her lesson. She swirls her hips once smearing her juices on his upperleg, then she presses her chest to him hard his face almost burried in them. His c**k is hard and she knows it, there's no getting out of this one. He has to show her dominance, "Lilly, this was the last warning,  I told you to be obey. Now I'll have to punish you." Her eyes grow big and she stops what she's doing, trying to move off his lap. "It's too late now, my darling," he says looking down at his wanting member. Grabbing her wrist he throws her on the bed next to him face down. Ass in the air. "I'll go soft on you because it's your first time, but this will be the last time. Do you understand?" She doesn't move and from where he's standing he can see her juices wetting the sides of her legs. "Before I start, do you have something to say for yourself?" She shakes her head no. With out warning he slaps her ass hard, she squeals and he can see the imprint that it left. The second slap is lower and his fingers touch her entrance and her wetness briefly , she squeals again but doesn't move. The third slap lands where the second had making her wince this time. "Oky, I'll leave it at three because it's your first time, and have a different kind of punishment to make up for the missing 2 but next time it will be 5 and if you keep disobeying me I'll get my whip." She doesn't make a sound. "Say you understand," he tells her rather crudely. Her voice is small and soft but she says " I do." He looks down at her fire red ass and strokes her." Her voice comes softly again, "What's the second part of my punishment?" Giving her a devilish grin he says "Glad you asked." He pushes her head back on the bed and uses his command voice, "Whatever I do, you are not allowed to come until I say so, and you are not allowed to make a sound." She nods her head and her body is covered in goosebumps. Clayton can see her juices practically dripping. Dropping to his knees he starts eating her out very roughly...