Chasing The Summer Hearts

CHAPTER 12

SABAY NA KUMAIN ng almusal sina Roscoe at Yrozze sa pamamahay ng mga Capaldi. Nakakagulat na nagawa pang maglakad ni Roscoe ng maayos, pasikot-sikot sa loob ng bahay nang hindi nakakaramdam ng sakit. Although yes, the pain was there but it wasn't scorching. Its as if his hole already accompanied its size and length. Like it was stretched wide enough for him to cater such colossal structure. "Kamusta naman ang tulog mo, babe?" Tanong ni Yrozze habang umiinom ng kape. Roscoe looked at him and glared.

"Ano ba sa tingin mo?" Sagot niya. Natawa lang si Yrozze sa kanyang narinig. "Oh, you're very adorable sleeping so soundly, I just want to cuddle you." Aniya. "Mag cuddle ka mag-isa mo." Sagot ng binata.

"Hmm? Why're you hot right now?" Yrozze asked, confused. Roscoe stood up and walked to the kitchen and got his coffee. When he got back to the table, he immediately walked towards Yrozze who was now focused on reading the newspaper. He suddenly hugged him from the back and rested his head on his shoulder. "Hmm? You're acting so soft now? Kanina, halos lutuin mo ako dahil sa iritasyon mo." Natatawang ani ni Yrozze.

Roscoe only hummed.

"Yrozze," Roscoe called.

"Hmm?" Yrozze answered.

"Can we have s*x?" Roscoe asked, teasing him.

Yrozze immediately stilled at his seat and his body immediately scorched in heat. Hearing that seductive voice made Yrozze's c**k twitched, rock hard.

"Yrozze," Roscoe called as he licked his ear and his hand reaches down his crotch, groping it carefully and soundly. "Roscoe...stop it..." Yrozze said firmly.

He suddenly stopped and looked sadly at him. "Don't you like it? Don't you love me anymore?" Roscoe pouted, sounded sad. That made Yrozze smile. He placed the newspaper on the table and hugged him. "Shh, I still love you. I just don't want us to get dirty. Besides, you're not taking a bath yet. And today, susunduin natin sina Mama at Papa together with my sister. Maligo ka na do'n. Feel free to do anything with me tonight." Yrozze smiled.

"Eh? Dito parin ako matutulog mamayang gabi?" Tanong niya.

"Of course, ayaw mo ba?"

"Of course I want to! I hate the fact that I'm sleeping alone their at my own household." Roscoe replied as a lone tear escaped his eye. That alarmed Yrozze and suddenly wiped it off with his eyes and kissed his forehead.

"Why don't you transfer here? As what Mom said, you're always free to enter here the house." Yrozze offered.

"Pag-iisipan ko pa." Nakangiti niyang sagot.

"Oh sige na, maligo ka na." Ani niya.

Umalis sa pagkakayakap si Roscoe at dali-daling umakyat sa taas para maligo sa kwarto ni Yrozze na tinulugan niya. But he stopped. He realized something and rushed back downstairs until he appeared in front of him. "How am I supposed to change another clothes? I didn't bring any." He pouted. Yrozze stilled and placed his newspaper down and smiled at him sweetly/ "Go get some clothes on my closet. Don't worry, we're just of the same size, although mas matangkad lang ako sa'yo."

"Huh? Edi mas mahaba yung mga damit mo compared sa'kin?" Sagot niya.

"Just wear some, let's see the result." Yrozze answered, smiling.

Tumango nalang si Roscoe at umakyat ng second floor.

"s**t, I might provoked his irritation. I hate myself," Roscoe gritted in worry. When he reached the door of Yrozze's room, he opened the door and he entered. He locked the door and immediately head his way to his closet and looked for an appropriate casual clothes he'll use to present himself when picking Yrozze's parents.

He investigated every clothes and pants he could use.

Incorporated by an observable eyes and competent taste in fashion, he found a suitable casual attire he would use to go out of the house.

"This will do," He said.

He handed in the clothes together with the underwear on the sheets of the bed and proceeded to the closet to get a new piece of towel. And then he entered the bathroom and took his shower. Naging masaya ang kanyang pagligo dahil ang lahat ng mga kakailanganin niya ay nandito at nakatago sa isang compartment malapit sa salamin na nasa itaas ng lababo. Hindi siya nagkulang sa lahat ng mga gagamitin niya. Do'n kasi sa kanyang bahay ay kailangan niya pang pumunta ng convenience store para bumuli ng mga supplies para sa kanyang ligo.

Puros sachet lang ng shampoo at conditioner lang kasi ang nabibili niya, wala siyang nabibili na bote ng mga kakailanganin niya.

Kaya ngayon ay nagpapasalamat siya sa diyos na mayroong supply ng mga shower products sa body care compartment. Nagamit niya ang kailangan niyang gamitin.

Good thing that the shower gel, body wash, the shampoo and the conditioner smells very feminine. It smells very good and fragrant. Nakapagtataka lang na sa kada amoy ni Roscoe sa katawan ng binatang si Yrozze ay tanging pagkalalaki lang ang naamoy niya.

He smelss very masculine.

And he loved smelling it.

Matapos niyang gamitin 'yon ay nagbanlaw siya gamit ang tabo at nagshower pagkatapos niyang gumamit ng conditioner.

When he finished taking his bath, he went out of the shower room and dried himself through the towel that he got from the closet. Time comes when he covered his lower body with the towel hung across his hip.

He sighed and opened the door that connects to the bedroom.

The air-condition touched his skin and it made him shiver because of the fact that his body is soaking wet and the coolness of the air reached and rested on his skin. And its obvious that he'll feel cold. He immediately discarded the towel and wore the gray colored boxers, together with a fitting sized pants which he folds on the end of its hem, and finally the loose light beige shirt. He walked through the wall mirror and looked at his outfit.

"Hmm, something's missing."

He then walked back towards the closet and looked for a cute hoodie.

He found a plain white one with a smiley face on the front. It fits his outfit so he wore it and looked at himself at the mirror. "I'm very stunning. Very beautiful." He said. He actually turned his body back with his head stretching enough to still see himself.

"Damn, laki laki pala ng pwet ko." Natatawang ani niya.

"Kaya pala adik na adik yun sa'kin. Joke lang." Dagdag niya saka natawa ng mahina.

"Okay, this would suffice."

He headed to the desk beside the bed and got his Under Armour dark blue drawstring Bag. He opened the compartment and saw that his things were still on place. It wasn't used. He pulled out his perfume and sprayed it across his body.

The ambiance smells good and feminine.

And yes, he loved feminine perfumes. He was never a fan of a masculine perfumes.

He believed that masculine perfumes is only fit for handsome, bulky, hot and real man. And Yrozze was one of them.

"Ugh shit." He cursed when his c**k twitch at the moment.

"Why am I acting like this! Its unacceptable if I masturbate here, thinking of him!" He hissed as he gripped his hair and sighed in annoyance.

"I can't do it here." He cried.

But his twitching c**k wouldn't allow him to do so. Wala siyang nagawa kundi ang umupo sa kama at saka binaba ang zipper nito. He saw the mountain bulge in between the zippers and he saw the small dotted wetness on the tip of his boxers.

He really knew he was releasing a precum.

He slowly removed the boxers and his c**k already flaunts on the scene.

It was standing between the zippers.

It was throbbing and it still has a precum on it. Biting his lips, he slowly reached his c**k with his hands and slowly wrapped it around. He moaned at the contact. It was good and its slimy. It prompted him to whimper.

And since he was wearing Yrozze's clothes, it was easy for him to fantasize about him. After a moment, he started thrusting his hand over his c**k, creating a sensational and pleasuring euphoria.

"Ah! Oh! Hmm! hmm~" He moaned as he felt the unwinding pleasure of m**********g.

"Ah! Hah! Ah! Ah!" His eyes were already watering and his body is already feeling hot as his breath already hitched. "Yrozze! Yrozze! Yrozze!" He chanted his name. Hindi niya alintana na nasa labas pala si Yrozze at naririnig niya ang mga ungol na nilalabas ng binata.

He smirked and entered the key on the center of the doorknowb and slowly opened it, and t also opened the door.

He found Roscoe's hand working along on his c**k while his head was thrown at the back of the bed while moaning deliriously. "Ah! Yrozze! f**k you! Ah! f**k! f**k!" He moans. It sounded like a beautiful rythm of music he hears.

He walked towards him slowly and kneeled down.

He shocked him by suddenly getting his hand and slamming his mouth on his c**k that made Roscoe froze. "A-Ah? Ah! Ah!" Roscoe's body suddenly elevated and Roscoe grabbed Yrozze's hair and he forcefully pulled his mouth out of his c**k.

Yrozze seductively licked his lips.

"I didn't know that you're into m**********g while thinking of me." He chuckled.

Roscoe immediately blushed madly and averted his look to the other side of the bed. "Sh-Shut up." He was already embarrassed about the situation. But Yrozze sees him as a very cute one. He chuckled and kissed his cheeks. "You look cute when you're embarrassed." He laughed.

"Y-Yrozze..." Roscoe said.

Natawa lang ulit si Yrozze.

He gently pushed his c**k inside his boxers and zipped his pants back, cleaning him neatly. "I love you babe." He smiled sweetly and gently.

Hearing this made Roscoe's heart pound fast and his body felt ethereal as his eyes looked upon his eyes. He saw great truthfulness in his body, in his eyes and in his mouth. What he said was viable enough for his heart to fully believe what he said.

But there was still a part.

A part that he didn't like at all.

A part that still believes that all that Yrozze exhaust, all the things he said for the past month, all the actions and all the contacts he did was just a play, that wasn't true at all. That it was all a set up act to hide the real identity of him.

Maybe he really has a girlfriend and Yrozze was just taping up his actions.

Maybe Yrozze already had s*x with his girlfriend because he seemed to be a professional when it comes to that kind of activities or he went to a bar with his friends to f**k multiple women from evening until early morning. Maybe he really kissed a girl. Maybe he really does.

"Hey." Yrozze called.

"Yes?" Roscoe answered, weakly.

Nagsisisi si Roscoe kung bakit niya ginawa yun in the first place. Maybe if he didn't do it, positivity would still shower upon him. But knowing that he did thought about this kind of things, made him really cowered.

"Hey, Roscoe." Yrozze called.

Roscoe's heart shattered when Yrozze called him by his name. His heart started to pound painfully as his breathing started to hitch and his body is heating, feeling nostalgic. And his eyes were irritating.

"Y-Yes..." Roscoe replied, his tone trembling.

"Hey, why are you sad?" Yrozze said as he touched his cheeks and kissed his eyebrow. That's the time when Roscoe hugged him tightly and sobbed heavily. "It hurts..." He said.

Yumakap naman ang binata sa kanya at saka hinawakan ang likod nito at hinagod. "Anong problema? May problema ka ba?" Tanong niya. Mas humikbi pa si Roscoe dahil sa tanong ng binata sa kanya. Maraming mga bagay na ang naglalaro sa kanyang isipan at pawang mga kademonyohan lang ang mayroon.

"Bwisit ka!" Naiiyak na aniya.

"What?" Yrozze answered, quite shock.

"Bakit ka ba mabait sa'akin? Bakit mo ba ako mahal? Bakit mo ba ako minamahal? Baka ginagago mo lang ako dahil ayaw mo malaman kong may girlfriend kang tinatago sa'kin. Alam kong sinabi mo nang wala kang girlfriend pero nararamdaman ko kasi! f**k you for f*****g me! Iniisip kong nakipag-s*x ka sa mga babae sa bar kasama ng mga kaibigan mo o nang girlfriend mo habang wala ako dito, knowing your very attractive and handsome. f**k you for being handsome, blazing hot and attractive! I'm jealous that women could really seduce you very fast. While us gays, kami pa yung pinandidiri-an ng mga tao, especially men. Kami pa yung kinokumpara sa mga babae na nagiging buntis while kami ay hindi. I really hate it. I really really hate it. And I hate the fact that you'll leave me sooner."

Nabigla naman si Yrozze dahil sa hinaing ng lalaking nakaupo sa kanyang hita.

Umiiyak pa ito at parang bata kung magsalita.

He looks so cute. Yes, he is really cute. Hinalikan ni Yrozze ang kanyang labi at saka hinawakan ang magkabilang pisngi niya. "Listen, babe. Look at me." Ani niya.

Humarap ang binata sa kanya at saka tumingin sa kanyang mga mata.

Ngumiti si Yrozze.

"You know, you're very adorable being jealous over me. And yes, you have the right. Frantically saying, I do stand up for what I said in the past that I don't have any flings nor any ex-girlfriend or current girlfriend. And its not true that I have a secret affair with somebody. I'm true to my words and I'm true to my emotions. Baka nga ikaw yung may boyfriend sa Menorca na iniwan mo doon dahil takot kang malaman ko?" Ngiti niyang tanong.

"No!" Roscoe sounded defensive.

"But...I'm very conscious..." He said.

"Why are you conscious, darling?" Yrozze asked, worriedly.

"I'm just conscious that...what you said would just last for a short period of time and there would come a time when I would just saw you kissing a girl on a balcony." He hiccuped.

"P-Plus..." Roscoe stopped when that dream occured on his mind.

And it made him sobbed harder than ever.

Yrozze was confused about this and his hug tightens. Ngayon lang niyang nakita ang babe niya na kung umiyak ay para namatayan siya ng mahal sa buhay, knowing that he is the only person left, made him confused.

"Hey why are you crying so hard?"

A wretched sob escaped from his mouth before he answered.

"I dreamed about you," He started.

"And why would you cry if you dreamed about me?" He answered.

"With a girl on your room, letting her suck your c**k and f*****g her senseless." He finished his sentence without giving much precision and attention to what Yrozze replied solemnly to his first claim.

Hearing his confession made Yrozze shock.

"Who is that person?"Yrozze asked.

"I couldn't really picture out her face because your room, as far as my memory is concerned, your room was very dark. I could only see you sitting on the bed, you're wearing a black longsleeve and a slacks. And a piece of a woman was kneeling down on you. Her head is bobbing up and down. And you're hitching your breath, moaning a little. And then you look at me. But its not normal. And alam mo yung masakit? When you f****d her senseless while looking and smirking at me wrathfully. Yun ang masakit. Kapag nangyari ang mga pinagsasabi ko. Don't think that I'm wanting you to stay just because I said this things but...maybe..." He bit his lip.

Yrozze's heart pounded very fast at the moment.

"Hey, listen to me." He said.

"I don't intend to trick or to hurt the people that I love. If I have the intention to do it, you may seem to notice unusual acts. I may have secretive attitude and may seem to isolate you more than you hate the fact. And yes, as I said, I'm loyal to the people I love especially now that we're togeter.

Its funny to say that I confessed earlier and kissed you earlier than what you expected out to be. Alam kong sa una palang ay mahal mo na ako. I was just acquiring the right thing and thought for you to open that kind of forum but I guess you wouldn't dare to open because of fear if I might get angry, disgusted or even worse: isolating myself to you.

I'm not that kind of person na magloloko sa harap ng tao. I'm true to my words at natutunan ko yan sa 19 years of my life. Itinuro yan nina Mommy at Daddy saakin. ANd I valued ever single of their teaching, because I don't want anybody to get hurt. I don't wnat anybody feel pain. Kaya ngayon palang, aalagaan na kita hanggang sa makakaya ko. Because I treasure you, even from the start. Kaya nakikita mo, ever since childhood, wala akong any girlfriend because I have you. A thousand woman on my side, 10 thousand on my right hand, they are both nothing compared to you." Yrozze replied.

Hindi alam ni Roscoe kung ano ang isasagot niya. Hindi siya makapaniwalang gano'n nalang pala ang pagtingin ni Yrozze sa mga taong mahal niya.

Bagay rin na bigla niyang nagustuhan mula sa kanya.

Napatigil sa pag-iyak ang binata at tumingin nalang sa kanya.

Suddenly, "I love you. So much." Roscoe said.

Yrozze smiled and kissed him.

"I love you to, Mi Amore."