Vance's POV "Baby, I'm sorry." I caught myself talking, but there was no stopping it. It's something I needed to do badly. I never really fit to grieve my only true love. I totally ruined everything with her. It breaks my heart into tiny pieces each time. Regardless of whatever circumstance surrounded her death, I needed her. "You're doing this to me, Talia. What you've always wanted to do. You've brought me to my knees. Without you, I have no real company. I'm going mad, Baby. I don't know who to trust." The tears were streaming fully down my beards at this point, I was already a mess, a puddle. "You just had to go, you were too good for me. I was always scared, some part of me knew it wasn't always going to last. I remember always drowning in your ocean blue eyes every time you l

