Talia's POV My eyes already hurt from the constant tear shedding. My head was throbbing and simply lifting my eyelids was such strenuous exercise. With my eyes closed, I wondered how long I could put up with this life, this chaotic circus I so often find myself in. I was tired and was gradually wearing out the only person who still has whatever desire to keep me safe and alive, the only person I know and have got as of now. With my eyes closed, the dark thoughts started streaming in and there was really no way to fight them. Not only did I not have the strength to, but they were a very welcome distraction from all the pain and discomfort I was feeling, in my body, mind and heart. The warm exhale of my breath seemed less of a sign of life and more like a cry for help. I could

