Long Story Short (it was mistake)

Chapter Two

"Yes? hmmm are you sure?" he asked smirking. I want to take my words back but why should I? I know that I really want those lips and besides I can't even kiss him, so, I should just tell him

"Yes, I want to suck those lips of yours" I said while gulping as I look at him directly in his eyes.

"Oh please hun, stop gulping or else I will make you remove your underwear" He said, still looking intensely in my lips and in my breast.

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I look at my phone to see that it's already 10:46 PM. "are you sleepy?" he asked.

I'm still here talking to Harry. We've been talking for almost two hours and I really enjoy it. He is such a funny guy, and he gave me a lot dirty jokes.

"No, I'm not. I still want to talk to you" I said. I notice that he keeps looking at my breast. I even find him gulping. I am wearing my bra, but he looks at me very intensely like I'm naked. I know that he's already horny. I know that he's doing something in his d**k down there because I can see his hands moving under his laptop. He's been stroking it for I think 10 minutes but I don't let him see that I already notice it.

Something's came up with my mind, "What are you going to do if you are here with me?" I try my best to sounds like Angelica whenever she talks on the phone.

"Do you really want to know?" He became serious now, his smile fade away and I can see a pure lust in his eyes. I just nod at him.

"First, I want to remove that f*cking shirt that is interfering me from what I'm doing here" He said then look down on his d**k. I am surprised by the change of his attitude, but I'm also horny right now, I don't think its wrong if I give myself some fun.

I hold the tip of my shirt, and I slowly pull it up to remove it from my body. Harry is intensely looking at me while I'm taking off my shirt. I am now only wearing my bra and my sweat short. "I already do it for you, what do you want to do next?" I asked.

He's still staring at my breast like it was an ice cream that he needs to lick. "I want to suck your n*pples while I'm massaging the other one" he said the gulp.

"like this?" I lean myself on the headboard of the bed, and I start massaging my breast, still looking at his blue eyes with full of lust. My breast is not that big, not that small either. Just enough to a palm of the his hands. I continue massaging my breast still wearing my bra.

"Take it off" he said, I want to protest because I don't like his tone, its like he is commanding me. But I am very horny right now that I want to obey all that he wanted me to do. I slowly taking off the strap of my bra in my shoulder and then I unhook it from my back. I am now half-naked.

"Stunning" that's the only words that he said while still staring at my bare t!ts. His hands keeps moving faster and faster under his laptop. "Do you like it?" I ask then I massage my breast in a circular motion. I feel thousand sensation as I start to pinch my growing n*pples. "Pinch it harder" he said. I look up and stare at the ceiling, I close my eyes as I feel the sensation that I'm giving to myself, I can still feel Harry's stare over my laptop. My laptop is on my lap, so I know that he has a good view on my b*obs.

I pinch my b*obs harder just like what Harry wants.

"hmmm" I slightly moan.

"Ugh s**t Eunice! hmmm" I look at the screen and found that Harry is staring at the ceiling while cursing my name. "Sh*t! Ugh" his hands kept moving under his laptop.

"f*ck, you are so hot" He curses, still staring at the ceiling. Ugh" his hands kept moving under his laptop.

It takes a minute before Harry stops in stroking his d*ick, I think he already c*m. He looks at me in the screen with pure of lust in his eyes. "Take off your short" he commanded. I slowly take off my short and his blue eyes smile when I am now already naked.

"You don't wear underwear huh!" He smirks. I just bit my lower lip. I really don't like wearing underwear when I'm at home because I'm not comfortable. "Open your legs" he said. I hesitate at first because I feel like I look like weird in my position.

"Its okay honey, we're the only person here" maybe he notices my hesitation. I just smile, and I slowly open my legs revealing my wet v*gina on him. His eyes went wide, and I heard him mutter something. He moves his chair backward to let me see his naked lower body, my eyes immediately went wide and my p*ssy gets wet more as I see how big his d**k.

He smile when he sees my reaction. "Now lay your back on the bed and play your c**t" I obey him, just like what he said. I start playing with my c**t. I rub my hand in my v*gina in a circular motion.

"You are beautiful" I heard him say. I am now laying in my bed with my legs wide open, I can't see Harry in the screen because I'm looking at the ceiling and enjoying how I satisfy myself.

"Now, insert your finger" I slowly insert my finger. "ooh" I moan. I'm slowly moving my finger inside me, ugh! It feels so good.

"Try doing it faster" He says again. I try moving my finger faster. I put my left hand in c**t and play with it, while my other hand is fingering my v*gina, ugh! It feels so good. I have tried to masturbate before, but I didn't know that it felt different when you know that someone is watching you and commanding you.

"hmmm" I feel like I'm about to c*m. My hips are shaking, and I feel something building up in my stomach. "I want to f*ck you so hard" I ignore Harry this time because I think I'm going to c*m. I keep thrusting my finger inside me, faster

and faster

and harder

"oooh" I said as I c*m. And just like that, I had an org*sm in front of Harry. I'm catching my breath because of the mind blowing org*sm that just happened. I remove my finger in my v*gina and rest a little bit.

I look at the ceiling for a minute or two and I didn't notice that tears are forming into my eye "what am I doing?" I asked myself.

"what? Are you okay honey?" he asked, I can feel the care in his voice. I ignore him once again, I feel shy for my self, why am I doing this? Are you okay honey? I'm a disgusted person. I'm f*cking stupid!! My boyfriend left me because I didn't let him f*ck me yet I'm here letting a stranger watch me to f*ck myself?

My tears is now streaming down like a waterfalls. I put my hands in my mouth trying to suppress my sob. "Hey honey! What happened? Are you hurt? Are you okay?" he asks consecutively. Once again I ignore him. I cry and stare at the ceiling for a couple of minutes.

"Hey, please tell me what's happening, talk to me. Please?" his voice is very different from earlier ago, he sounds sweet and gentle this time. I close my eyes for a second and gather my strength to get up. I look at the screen, and he is now wearing a short and I can't see the lust in his eyes anymore.

"What's wrong?" I close my eyes for a second and gather my strength to get up. I look into his eyes, and I can see that he is really worried about me. I don't know, but his eyes look so comfortable, I feel like it is okay to cry in front of his eyes.

"I hate myself" that's the only words that I said and then I burst out into crying. I hug my knees and hide my face from the camera. I cry all the tears that I've been hiding all this time, I don't know what's happening to me anymore, I'm not this kind of person. Why am I letting a stranger watch me like this?

"ssssh ssssh, don't say that" he said.

"I'm worthless, why am I doing this s**t? I'm tired with my life. I'M F*CKING TIRED WITH MY LIFE. Why do people keep leaving me?" I said, still burying my face in my knees. My legs are now wet because of my tears.

"and now I'm a mess, I disgust myself. My 2-years relationship ends because I don't want to have s*x with him but I'm doing an online s*x with you. I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW YOU AT ALL!" I pity him because he is receiving all my rants.

I look in the screen. I don't care even if he sees me like this, I'm probably looked like a trash right now. "All I did is to make people stay with me, but why does everyone keeps leaving me? Tell me huh? Please tell me" I said in between my crying.

"And I know that you are going to leave me too, I don't expect you to stay either, you just want my body, right? F*CK ALL THE MEN IN THE WORLD! YOU ARE ALL THE SAME! ALL OF YOU JUST LIKE TO F*CK.!" I shout.

I look at him and he is just frowning, I hate him.

No, I actually don't hate him. I hate myself more, for doing this dirty things. I shouldn't be doing this, I promised to myself to be different from my mother.

"No, not every man only wants to f*c--" I cut him.

"SHUT UP!" I shout. "I'm sorry, but this is all a mistake, I shouldn't be doing this, it is all my fault, I'm so-rry, I'm ve-ry so-rry, so-rry" I try my best to continue what I want to say but my sobbing stops me.

I can no longer control my crying anymore. I buried my face in the pillow and that's when I started to cry my eyes out. The whole apartment building are quite, the only noise that you can only hear is my sobbing, crying and cursing.

I don't know how long I stay in this position, I think I'm crying for an hour. My eyes are soring because of so much crying "Can you just please wear something? You'll get sick if you keep crying naked in the middle of the night" My crying suddenly stop when I heard him and I'm surprised that he's still there, watching me. I raise my head to see that Harry still staring at me with his eyes full of concern. "Please" he added.

"Just end the videocall, please" I replied as I wrap the blanket in my whole body and bury my face again in my pillow.

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I open my eyes slowly "ugh! sh*t". My head is aching so much, I feel like I drink a lot last night and I feel like I have a hangover. But no, I remember everything that happened.

I look at my laptop, and I'm surprised, the videocall are still continuing and he's still there, sleeping in his chair, hugging his pillow. I look at the clock, and it's 2:55 AM. Oh boy, Am I too harsh on him? I told him to end the call. Why did he have to watch me?

I stare at his face while he is sleeping. He's so gorgeous, I like his eyes, his nose, his lips, his jaw, his eyebrows, everything, I like everything on his looks. I stare at him for a long time before I decided to end the call and I block him. There's no reason for me to continue talking to him. I want to say goodbye to him but I don't want to wake him up. And I don't have a confident to face or talk to him anymore, I know that he sees me as a dirty and horny woman. Sorry Harry.