Nevaeh
I woke up this morning in Kirby's arms. I stupidly let all of my bottled-up emotions out. That, and I could feel my brother's pain over me, and it literally felt like I was dying inside; everything was so painful.
I thought Kirby was asleep on the couch and couldn't hold it in any longer. I knew in my heart that should he hear me, he'd come to me, and he did. He held me, soothing my fears and my tears over the fact I could feel my brother's pain. It was and is still cutting me to pieces.
I want to see Chance, even if it's just for a moment, so he knows I'm okay, and so I can explain to him why I had to go. But I cannot put him at risk. No matter how much I wish I could, I won't, not for anything.
I know Kirby would protect me from everything bad in this world if only he could be
