Callie “Would it have been easier if I'd waited until after we were married?” Of course, it wouldn't've made it easier. How in the hell could it have made anything easier? I hadn't expected this talk today, but after my mother's outburst and my freakout thinking someone was watching me, I came home and sat with my beloved Cooper. Roxy was too busy sleeping to care what I was doing. But my Cooper lay next to me with his head on my thigh as I stroked him and sang to him. I haven't really sung since I was attacked. I hadn't sung much at all after Hudson left me. But today, I couldn't stop myself. I didn't even realize Hudson was here until he sat beside me and took my hand. I was in a world of my own. Hudson let me sing until I couldn't anymore. That's when I asked him to tell me what

