I covered my face. The whole thing was so ridiculous I almost laughed. The man fifty-two meters away had essentially dumped his entire soul into my inbox. [I slept with the woman I love, then refused to admit my feelings and wired her five hundred grand.] [I thought she liked men who smoked cigars because she once said a movie character looked cool doing it. So I pretended. She hates smoke. I've been smoking around her for three years. I deserve to suffer.] [I've always had women around me, but it was all for appearances.] [Today I watched her kiss another man and felt like I was being eaten alive.] [The guy is successful. Castellano Underboss. Do I still have a chance?] [Say something.] I stared at the messages. If I weren't the person he was talking about, I might have thought

