Now that Lucian explained everything to me in clear times,I totally understand where he is coming from which makes me to be stuck between Ari's insecurities and Lucian's plight and I can't do anything about it now especially with the identity of kiki.T being Lucian's sister......I feel that should come from Lucian and not me. Ari and the other girls noticed how defensive I am about any talk relating to everything that happened and am so sure that even without them not saying anything,they are starting to see me as a mad person and I don't blame them.......assuming it were to be mason in Lucian's place,that's still feasible to an extent because despite the fact that we are always at each others throat,we are tight. I can't wait for this semester break to be over because a lot of things ar

