I feel so lost and alone even when I have people around me,I was getting better,learning to live my life with the way things were,because I don't really have a choice.....I just need to survive it but meeting with my grandfather made me remember the things that tore me apart vividly,my survival instincts are fading and am back to square one.
I am tired from the weight of this mask that I have to put on each morning,smiling and pretending to be fine when deep down I know am shattered,it feels to me like the weight of the world is on my shoulders.
I feel really empty.....more like I have left pieces of myself in the memories I spent with my parents and its so difficult to pull all those pieces together and live my life normally.......I feel so lost inside myself,I don't even know if the re
