I wish it is not that hard to say goodbye to you, I wish I can tell you that I don't need you, but... - Alexandra. 34. Plans, plots and failures (Logan) It was two weeks since the lunch at his parents' and Logan couldn't stop thinking about what Chad had asked him. Would she say yes if he asked her out? Shit. Sometimes he just wanted to forget everything and go back to living his life as he had been living for so long, but it was impossible to do that. Alex had changed everything about his life, every dynamic and now that she was gone, it showed. He could see her puttering around in his kitchen, see her watering the bushes, see her bending over the oven and it was getting g harder and harder to not think about her. He tried. At nights, when his skin was cold and heart was lonely, he

