The Binding Process
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The priest cleared his throat.
Lydia turned toward him.
“Step forward,” he said.
She did, because refusing in the middle of the hall would accomplish nothing except prove everyone right about her being weak enough to c***k under pressure. She would not do that. Not for these men. Not for Logan. Not for anyone watching and waiting for her to fail.
The priest held a silver tray between them. Resting on it was the same blade Lydia had seen earlier, polished until the edge caught the firelight.
“This binding,” he said, eyes fixed somewhere near her shoulder rather than her face, “will be sealed in blood and oath.”
Lydia almost laughed.
There was no oath here. No promises. No witness calling on love or loyalty or duty freely given. Just blood and silence and fear thick enough to taste.
She looked at Logan again.
He was watching the tray now, not her. His face had gone even stiller, which should have been impossible. The closer they came to the moment itself, the less human that stillness seemed. Not because he looked monstrous. Because he looked like something forced into control so complete it could not be natural.
One of the guards shifted near the door.
A tiny sound. Leather against stone.
But in the quiet hall it carried.
The man beside him muttered under his breath, “This is a mistake.”
The priest shot him a sharp look, but his own hands were not steady enough to sell confidence.
Lydia saw that and felt a strange calm slide into place.
If the people forcing this ritual were afraid of it too, then she had been right all along. This was not routine. It was not safe. Whatever they expected from tonight, it was not ordinary marriage.
The priest angled the tray toward her.
“Take the blade.”
Lydia stared at it for a beat too long.
Then she took it.
The hilt was colder than she expected. Heavier too. A ceremonial object made functional, not decorative. The metal pressed against her palm, and for the first time since stepping into the hall, her hand betrayed her. It shook once.
Only once.
No one said anything, but she felt the shift in the room.
They noticed.
Of course they did.
She tightened her grip until the trembling stopped.
If this was happening, then it would happen without tears. Without begging. Without letting any of them see even a fraction of what was moving inside her.
The priest lifted his chin toward Logan. “You will cut, and the blood will fall between you. The bond will answer.”
Lydia frowned. “The bond?”
The priest said nothing.
Not because he didn’t hear her.
Because he had no intention of explaining.
Her temper rose fast and sharp. “You expect me to stand here and bleed into a ritual you refuse to name?”
“Proceed,” he said.
That one word did more than any threat could have. It stripped the moment bare. There would be no answers. No delay. No courtesy. She was not a woman being joined to a man. She was a piece being moved into position.
Lydia swallowed hard and turned the blade in her hand.
Across from her, Logan finally lifted his eyes from the tray to her face.
He didn’t look angry.
He didn’t look cruel.
He looked prepared.
For what, she couldn’t tell.
That unsettled her more than if he’d shown open hostility.
“Say something,” she said before she could stop herself.
The priest stiffened. One of the guards inhaled sharply.
But Lydia wasn’t speaking to them.
She was looking at Logan.
His jaw tightened.
For a moment she thought he would stay silent, let the whole thing proceed in the same awful stillness it had been drowning in since she entered the room.
Then he said, very quietly, “It’s too late.”
The answer hit like a slap.
Not because of what it meant.
Because of how he said it. Calmly. Certainly. As if whatever came next had already moved beyond anyone’s control.
Something hot and bitter pushed through Lydia’s fear.
Fine.
If this was too late, then she would meet it standing.
She drew the blade across her palm.
Pain came fast, bright and clean. Her breath caught, but she didn’t make a sound. Blood welled instantly, dark against her skin, then spilled over the side of her hand in a thin red line.
One drop.
Two.
They struck the stone between her and Logan.
And everything changed.
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