ROY'S POV
I put Zoey's heels beside her foot and I smirked seeing her disappointed face. She thought I was going in for a kiss. I was glad she wanted me to kiss her again but if I did it again I would end up f*****g her in the car right beside the road.
I didn't want that, I was a jerk to women but I didn't want to be a jerk to Zoey or let's say I was trying not to be a jerk to Zoey. I know I told her I would change but the truth was I would forever be an asshole but I was going to try and not be one to her. She was just so special she was the only exception.
At the moment, thoughts about s*x with her did cross my mind. If anything I wanted to have s*x with her. But...I can't do that because I have to show her I'm trying to do better.
I actually want to be better. That's how I want he
