PAIN
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GABRIELLA’S POV
Alex was really kind, he took me to my room which was way bigger than the one I grew up in.
A queen sized bed with a a pair of glass doors leading to a balcony that's directly in front of the forest.
I love it, the view, the environment, the peace and quiet; just what I needed right now.
I had been unpacking for about an hour and before you ask yea I got lots of clothes and I still want more. I love fashion! Fashion is my life.
Checking the time now on my phone it was 5:38 pm so I thought I’d take a walk into the woods maybe I'd find something fun or maybe some dead bodies.
‘Hahaha very funny Gab , you're hilarious.’
I walked downstairs searching for Alex but he was nowhere to be seen. It’s safe to say I was alone in the house.
I walked into the kitchen, taking in all the fancy stuffs I saw, I saw what I think is the largest refrigerator in the world standing on one end of the kitchen. The kitchen was my entire sitting room back in Italy.
I'm sure you might be thinking what job my aunt does. I think she's an owner of a software company I don't really know much about her job all I know is that she's got money. That’s enough for me.
I walked straight to the backdoors leading to the woods, stepping into the balcony and just breathing in the fresh air.
It was like I just wanted to do that all my life. I just felt free; at least for a moment. Then I started walking into the woods.
Yes, I know, it’s a bad idea because anything could be out there. Hell, any wild animal could be out there waiting for its prey.
But who cared? Definitely not my stubborn ass. I was way too curious to see what lied within those trees.
I was halfway down the woods when I set eyes on a lake.
‘Oh just what I need!’ I thought in delight.
I took off my shoes and sat at the edge of the deck, putting my feet in the cold water.
"Mmmm f**k," I said moaning.
My life felt so lonely at that moment. The only friend I have,Tessy, is back in Italy.
She's my childhood friend, my best friend, just perfect for me.
OK you might not know this about me cuz I haven't told y'all yet. I was kinda very popular in my school back home. Not the school slut type of popular.
Actually I'm the popular sweet, nice and caring girl. I didn’t go to parties because I felt like there was no reasonable thing to do there rather than get drunk, throw up and regret doing something afterwards.
I was the best student in academics and sport, and if I may add, not to toot my own horns, very Beautiful.
I took my ginger color long hair from my mum and my ocean blue eyes from my dad. I just miss my parents so much, kinda miss my mom yelling at me too.
I still remember the scene of the accident like it was yesterday. It was my birthday and my parents went to buy me a cake for my birthday party. They didn't want to go, they wanted to order it instead but I thought I wouldn't get my butter cake exactly how I want it if it was ordered.
" Gab we could just have it ordered it's thesame thing baby" I clearly remember my mom saying.
But I refused, I wanted everything to be perfect; exactly how I want it to be. I kept pestering them to go and my dad had no choice but to drive to the cake shop with my mom. I remember waiting and waiting all day but they didn't return. I kept calling but no response. I turned on the TV only to see the news of my parents being in a fatal accident caused by a break failure.
I still can't forgive myself for it, I don't think I can ever forgive myself
" I'm so sorry dad, I'm so sorry mom" I said with tears falling from my eyes.
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