TRACY How the hell had my life gotten to this? This was not how I had envisioned everything turning out at all. I had been in California when I saw the picture of my daughter, Nigel and Ava, sure there had been reports of the two being a couple but I never imagined that it was all that serious. My housekeeper, Doris had left a copy of her People's magazine on the table and I had browsed through it and came across the picture which was title happy family. I had frozen and my heart broke into a million pieces, I always thought that whenever I decided to figure out my life and finally be ready to take up responsibility Nigel would be there waiting on me and welcoming me back. I remembered the day I left my daughter. It really hadn't been the easiest thing for me to do but I was young and na

