Essie returned to Starten, but Cole and I weren’t permitted to leave Galinevo. Sarika insisted we remain until she was confident Cole was well enough to be home. Instead, we were immediately brought to a cottage by the ocean, where we were told to rest and calm our minds. she Every day, Cole was taken away for treatment and I was left alone. They had expected us to act as if we were on a romantic getaway. I was told, “Why don"t you spend a day on the beach?” Why should I? I wondered bitterly. Why should I?The sun and sand wouldn"t save my child. I declined invitations to explore Galinevo and, instead, found myself staring at the ocean, watching the waves crash against the shore. How can I connect with the elements knowing my husband"s connection has been ripped from him? How can I con

