Chapter 10
550 Words
I relish the sweet taste of his lips and the warmth I feel within. The butterflies in my stomach go crazy when he holds me tighter and closer than I've ever been held before.
If anyone ever told me that Jyronne has any interest in me I would have never believed them.
But here I am, living what is going to be the most memorable day of my life.
My very first kiss, with my very first crush in a dark room.
Wait wait wait. In a dark room?
How am I even sitting on the table right now?
Maybe I need to slow this down before it escalates into something else.
But oh my, his hair so so soft. I always wondered how it'd feel like in between my fingers.
His hand is on hips now but thanks heavens for baggy clothes.
But we should stop.
Oh no, too late! He's in between my legs now and he tastes so so good. Minty with a tiny hint of alcohol.
I tug at his shirt and...
"Hmm, no no." He suddenly backs out of the kiss and I use that moment to catch my breath.
"Why? What's wrong?"
Gosh I hope it has nothing to do with me being a bad kisser. And if it is you can't really blame me, that was my first kiss.
"S**t! What have I done? What have I f*****g done?" He whispers to himself with his gaze on vacuum.
"Am I missing something?"
His gaze shifts to me and I read regret from his facial features.
Oh no.
"I shouldn't have kissed you back, s**t your brother is going to kill me." He moves his hand over his face frustrated as I stare at him confused.
"Why will Zackary kill you? It's not wrong if you like me." I climb down from the table.
"You're his sister, if he finds out that I kissed you-."
"Wait, since when are you scared of Zackary?"
His sudden change in attitude has me annoyed.
"Zariah I'm not scared of your brother, but I shouldn't be in this position with you right now."
Holy freckles! He's rejecting me.
"Wh..what do you mean?" I hold back my tears to focus on my anger.
"Please don't tell Zack about this, and please forget this ever happened." I feel my heart clench when he says this. Did I hear him right?
"I'm so sorry." He adds before turning to the door.
"Why? Why are you doing this?" I ask as the tears threaten to fall and a lot of emotions play in his eyes, especially pity.
"I thought--"
"You thought wrong Ria. We can't happen right now." He cuts in breaking me more.
"That kiss was a mistake." He adds looking me straight in the eyes and I feel my heart shattering.
"I don't believe you."
I choose to play stubborn because I know he's lying.
Our kiss felt different and he knows that. He wouldn't have also kissed me back if he felt it'd be a mistake.
"I'm sorry Ria, I truly am,....... I wasn't thinking straight." He looks everywhere but at me.
"Just forget it ever happened." That is the last statement he says before leaving me shattered.
A memorable day? I'm starting to think I spoke too soon.
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