Chapter 30 Before I knew it, he had pulled me onto his bed and his hands were all over me. The heat made my heart pound, and my excitement expanded. Then, I thought of Josh. My boyfriend. "Nathan, stop, " I said, pushing his chest. "Why?" he asked, pulling away. "Josh...I can't do this to him, " I replied and to my surprise, he stayed calm. "Sorry, " he muttered. "I guess you're going to come back after " "After?" I asked. "After you break up with him? " said Nathan, his eyes narrowing. "Nathan, I'm not going to break up with Josh," I whispered. His eyes hardened. "Are you mad? Did you not feel that just then? Do you honestly have what we have with Josh?" His tone was rising and I knew that I had broken him again. But I also knew that he would get over it soon, like he did b

