? suicide if you ever try to let go
I'm sad I know, yeah
I'm sad I know,yeah?
SAD - XXXTENTACION
beep. beep. beep.
Continuously repeating itself meanwhile my body felt stiff.
I inhaled a really deep breath and caught a whiff of disinfectant mixed with bleach.
something's not right.
Opening my eyes by an inch, all I saw was white.
could this be heaven?
But pastor's always said in paradise all things are beautiful. So heaven should at least smell like a lovely fragrance?
I opened my eyes wider and saw a loop of wires.
definitely not heaven.
So where am i?
Turning my head full left, and my boring black eyes met with who gave them to me.
"oh my goodness, she's awake" my mom threw the newspaper she held in her hand, jumped up from her seat and ran to me on the
