Alpha's Silent Mate

Lost My Dignity

I closed my eyes and felt like my world had stopped moving. I covered my ears tightly.

"Open Your f*****g eyes Scarlet" Mathias said

I slowly opened my eyes, still feeling the terror clearly in my heart. I was breathing heavily when I looked at myself. I wasn't hurt by the bullet. I was alive without being shot by the gun.

"Look at me baby. This gun shot, I never lost the target but only diverted my shot to make you realize that if you won't cooperate, I would have only one choice. To kill you and f**k your deadly corpse" Mathias said pulling my hair fiercely.

My words seemed to have pushed him to his limits. In the next second he was already beside me, his golden eyes filled with anger as he held my neck , choking me , I held his hands as I struggled for my life .

" Don't you wanna die, huh, you w***e?" he whispered dangerously while prying my leg open. I tried to kick him but it was hard as I couldn't hit him .

I struggled to breathe, my face pale from pain , I felt hot wet liquid rolling down my cheeks, as I held his hand on my neck trying to release myself.

"Now get yourself ready to be forcefully r***d by your own hated mate."

Suddenly I felt a sharp pain in-between my legs and my tears rolled down even more, my face turning pale from pain , as he thrust into me mercilessly. I tried a lot to stop him but eventually stopped struggling as the deed was done. I was r***d by my own mate for whom I waited all my life thinking that he might save me from all the torment, but it feels like all my hopes came crashing down.

He groaned in pleasure as he stared at my face , an evil smirk on his face

"little w***e , how is it huh …" He said while pounding furiously into me like a wild beast.

"You'll die from my hands one day, my mate Mathias." I said

That pumped up his anger even more. He pulled out the gun again and pointed at my head straight.

"So you'll kill me huh. I'll show what exactly does it means to be r***d by your own mate" saying that he pulled out of my hole.

And then Pushed straight in without caring for the pain I was feeling by his thrusting. For almost an hour he kept f*****g me and then released in me. After that he laid beside me.

As I lay on the bed, my heart pounding in my chest, Mathias abruptly pushed me off the edge, his expression cold and detached. The pain of rejection seared through my entire being, but I knew better than to confront him. Silently, I accepted my fate, knowing that our once-promising bond was shattered forever.

Tears welled up in my eyes as I struggled to regain my composure. I understood that Mathias has never seen me as his mate, as the one destined to stand by his side. It felt as if my whole world had crumbled within seconds, leaving only a deep void in its wake.

With a heavy heart, I slowly rose from the floor, my body trembling with a mix of pain and determination. Mathias turned his gaze away from me, as if unable to bear the weight of his decision. I knew then that he didn't truly comprehend the magnitude of the devastation he had caused.

Without a word, I gathered a few belongings, from my old room clutching them tightly to my chest. It was time for me to leave, to escape the suffocating atmosphere of the pack house that once felt like a tormented place of my life. The scent of betrayal lingered in the air, reminding me of the pain Mathias caused, Aunt Daisy's and Lora's love that was now los,t and the shattered dreams that lay in ruins.

As I stepped out of the packhouse, the once-familiar surroundings seemed foreign and cold, echoing the loss that dominated my soul. I tried to ignore the overwhelming pain that threatened to consume me, pushing it deep within as I took my first steps towards the main road that was almost near the pack.

With each stride, my strength grew, feeding the fire of determination within me. The pack that had once nurtured me was no longer a place where I belonged. It was time to start anew, to discover a life without the shackles of a love that had turned bitter.

With a final glance over my shoulder, I realized that the pack and the incident of being rejected after being r***d by my own mate would forever be etched in my memory as a place of heartache. And so, I ran, freeing myself from the pain that echoed in every corner of my shattered heart. The wind whispered encouragement as I disappeared into the night, leaving behind a life that would no longer be mine.

Running away from the pack I passed through the deadly forest that we were always reminded not to go in. But this was the only place I could go out without the pack members noticing me from running. Because Mathias not only r***d me but he rejected and made me the pack slave. I would never accept this fate. I'll get back on you Mathias. You'll die from my hands soon.

Suddenly the rain started pouring heavily making me soak instantly.

I slumped down on my feet and cried hard like I never did before.

"Why moon goddess, why did you do this to me? Why was I mated to that beast of all the people? I could have gotten a mate who would have loved me and respected me. But no you only mated me to him and he broke me into pieces, he broke my dignity." I said while sobbing hard.

I was just sitting on the rough surface of the forest but then I heard several growls and then I saw lustful and hungry rogue wolves approaching me. I could not let this happen. I have had enough torment, I'll not let my life be full of constant torment again. I ran like I never did in ages. Running on, I saw the main road approaching and I ran straight towards the road over the bridge hoping that somehow I'll be able to escape these rouges.I was feeling unable to run but I had to run and went unconscious.