I felt as if I had lost my soul instantly. I became so clumsy at everything. When I was peeling the apple skin for Mell, I suddenly thought of Aidan, who would have cut the apple into pieces whenever he's here, and picked them with a toothpick to feed us. The air became sweet suddenly in the heart-warming atmosphere. I was lost in thought when I felt a sharp pain. Then, I realised I cut my finger with the fruit knife. The oozing blood kept flowing down my fingers. Mell was scared that he cried. While comforting him, I covered my wound with a tissue. "Don't be afraid. I'll go get some medicine and apply it. It'll be fine." I asked the nurse to keep an eye on Mell, and was ready to leave. But to my surprise, as soon as I got out of the ward, I saw a woman in her forties glancing at me

