Chapter 6
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Horrible...
Scary...
Frustrating...
I don't know what to feel anymore. Am I really funny to make fun of me all the time?
Am I not acceptable?
Am I not human...?
My tears didn't stop to roll down my cheeks. I shut my eyes and bit my lips to prevent my self fron crying even harder.
This is the first time that someone harassed me and in public!
Public! He don't care what people might think.
I can say that he's not afraid...
I want to know who he is... I want some justice, that's maybe enough right? I deserve that right? I'm still human.
My lord... If you could hear me right now... Please send someone who can be at my side all the time. Please send someone that will accept me for who I am and not make fun...
Send someone...
Who will love me...
For who I am...
Miserable Milda.
My tears rolled down again. It's like a falls that can't stop to fall.
I'm indeed stupid.
Wishing to god that I know is impossible to happen.
Just awhile ago, someone harassed me without fear that someone might see us.
But I realized something...
If someone saw that scene, I bet that he or she will not help me... Because look at me, I'm not acceptable. I look horrible and ugly indeed.
I got back from reality when I heard a loud music and the people's loud yell.
What the hell am I doing in this kind of place?
I wiped my tears and look at my surroundings.
The light that is on and off and it hurts my eyes.
I look at the people that's dancing at the center.
They look happy and contented, as If they don't have problems like me...
I sat at the couch and just stared blankly at nothing.
I think a waiter come to me and asked something, I just nod my head.
How could a human do that such cruel thing to someone?
Am I that ugly to be make fun and just do what they want?
The waiter come to me again with a bottle of liquor and a shot glass. He put it in my front.
I stared at him with a questioning look. "Did I ordered that...?"
He scratched his head. "Yes ma'am."
He leave and I stared at the liquor. Suddenly my body move on its own again and grab the liquor.
I gulp everything. I didn't even use the shot glass and just directly gulp on the bottle.
Just a minute later I found my self laughing and crying at the same time.
I'm crazy...
And ugly!
I stand up and scratch my head.
The floor is moving and my sight is kinda blurry. I feel like I'm in the sea.
I started to walk and laugh again when I almost kiss the floor.
"Oops, haha."
I grin and wave at the waiter who gave me a wonderful liquor awhile ago.
"Great job!" I mouthed. He just show his thumbs up.
I started to walk again when someone harshly held my arms and prevent me from moving.
I look at the culprit and saw an ugly fat man. He is grinning at me.
I frown. "Let me go."
He smirk. "Let's go to my place first." he said sensually.
"Don't wanna~ let me go."
My mind went on its normal state when the man kiss me on my neck.
I struggled and kick him but he dodge it and continue to kiss me.
My tears fall down and my body just stop moving. I felt tired.
I feel so useless.
Suddenly, the man flew away. He is now on the floor with someone on his top, punching and smacking his face.
I heard the people's loud yell, telling to stop the man or he will kill him.
I stand up and pull the man off. The ugly fat man look horrible. Red is all over his face because of his blood. I can't even recognize him.
I look at the man who saved me. He's so tall that I'm just on his armpit. He's wearing a hoodie too. He had a thick brow, his eyes is dark. His nose... It's tall and damn... His lips! It's red!
Base on his neck color, his white too. Oh god! This man is very handsome!
He's breathing heavily because of what he did just while ago.
I almost lost my balance when he grab me. When we now on the outside he let go of my hand.
He's now on side view that's why I had a very best view on his sharp jaw. He's perfect.
I feel my cheeks burning, maybe because of alcohol? Yeah.
"T-Thank you, Mister..." I stutter.
I bit my lower lip when he didn't say anything. Maybe he regret saving me because I'm ugly.
"I better go... Thank you again..." Now I can't look at him. I'm ashamed because he is too handsome that I look like a trash. So unfair.
I turn my back and started to walk.
"Wait!" He touch my shoulder to stop me. I almost jump. Damn stupid!
I look at him hesitantly and step backward. "Y-Yes? Do you want a reward? S-Sorry... I don't have money..." I look down.
He suddenly laugh. Even his laugh looks perfect, it's like a music.
"Silly woman. I will just ask if you're okay. I don't need your money, I have a lot." He smirk. And heaven knows I feel like the gate open for me. I even saw an invisible light making him shine in my eyes.
Am I still drunk?
"Me? I-I'm okay! No need to worry... How about you? Your hands?" I asked.
He brush his hair. I am looking up to him because he's too tall for me.
"I'm okay." he lick his lips. "By the way, I'm Bullet, Bullet Davids. You?"
"Milda Asuncion." I extend my hand and he accepted it. I even imagine that he squeezed it lightly. So silly of me!
I look down on his hand and saw that it is red and have bruises.
"Your hand is hurt. Let me clean it, exchange for saving me." I didn't give him a time to refuse and stop the taxi.
We are now on my apartment. Now I'm shy and ashamed.
Where did I get my guts to make him come to my house? Yes he saved me but I just know him awhile ago! I don't even know anything from him except his name.
When I open the light and look at him, he is now sitting on the couch but that's not the reason that make me stop.
"Y-You...!" My eyes got big.
How come I didn't recognize him?!
He is the man I'm always thinking! The man who wipe the sauce in the side of my lips and lick it!
Damn! That's why I let him in even though I just knew him!
He smirk. "I thought you'll not recognize me." he cross his legs like a king. "Hi messy sauce girl." He smirk.
Suddenly, my heart started to beat fast!
Oh my god! I'm doomed...
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