It would never be like I dreamed. Today I turn 18, which means I could potentially find my mate today. Literally any second now, I could find my mate, unless he's under 18, which I'm hoping he's not. I dreamt that my mate would carry me and we would run away together. Find another pack. Even create our own. In 8 years time, I would give birth to all of his children. They would have my brown eyes and his nose. I dreamt that my mate would be my hero, my knight. However these dreams seems to be fading away. I sighed, covering the mirror with a sheet. I didn't want to see myself anymore. Say I wanted to lose weight. Become fit and heathy, the truth is that Patrick would never allow me to go outside to run or jog. The only times he lets me is to go to school or to buy groceries. Which really s

